Big Mistake Realized – By Sunbab

John stood in the penthouse holding papers that would change his life

forever. It had been three months since Marlena had returned form

where Tony had been holding her. He looked around the penthouse

and everything was so her. The house seemed to be fit for a queen.

When he bought it for her, he had sworn to always give her what ever

she wanted. Then he looked at the papers again. The words Divorce

seemed to be mocking him. When he said what ever, it never entered

his mind it would be this. He understood her reasons, but he still

couldn’t help but think there was still some chance. If she didn’t love

him why were their pictures still sitting on the piano? He was so

engrossed in the sight of their smiling images that he didn’t hear the

sound of Marlena walking down the stairs. Seeing him standing there

made her go weak at the knees, but she knew she had to remain

strong. She wasn’t going to let him see her weak anymore. “What are

you doing here John?”

“You didn’t get my message.”

“Nope sorry I didn’t. Is there something wrong?”

“No. I got the papers your lawyer sent over.”

“The divorce papers.”

“Yeah I thought you were going to sign them before I got them.”

She turned her back to him. “I did John.”

“No you didn’t doc.” He pulled the papers out. “See.”

He handed her the papers and just as she had sent them the line

beside her name was blank. “I swear I meant to sign them. I must

have accidentally signed something else thinking it was these.”

“Why do I get the feeling you are lying?”

“I’m not. It was just some stupid mistake, that’s all.”

“If you feel that way, why don’t you just sign right now?”

“Alrighty.” She sat the papers down on the table and pulled out a pen

from the desk drawer. It was almost instant replay. She acted the

same as she had at the lawyer’s office. She put the pen to the paper

but nothing would happen.

“I told you, you couldn’t do it.”

“I can John. It’s just what if it isn’t legal if I don’t sign in front of my

lawyer.”

“You know as well as I do that this is a form you don’t have to sign in

front of your lawyer. I didn’t add anything else to it, you can trust me.”

“Trust you? John I trusted you never to betray me but you did.”

“I didn’t betray you. We both made our mistakes. I’m not going to

stand here and say what happened wasn’t a mistake because it was.

But you are forgetting that you betrayed me too. You slept with Roman

while Tony held you captive.”

“And I have told you I have no memory of doing that. The only person

that has told you that is Tony.”

“And Roman Doc. He couldn’t wait to rub it in my face that you had

sex with him.”

“John I don’t remember.”

“I know you don’t. That is why I have forgiven you. I know you weren’t

in your right mind. Baby you were being held against your will.

Knowing the Dimera’s you were more than likely being drugged. I

have put that aside, why can’t you forgive me?”

“Because I saw you with her.”

“And I explained. Marlena I was on drugs. That is something I’m not

proud of but it is the truth. That night I thought it was you. You had

come back to me and we were in bed and we were kissing and

making love. I don’t know why Kate was in my bed Doc all I know is I

thought it was you.”

“How do I know that is the truth?”

“Because I say it is. Marlena you said yourself there was no sound

right.” She nodded yes. “Well if there had been sound you would have

heard me calling out your name. I swear Doc on my life I thought it

was you.” She turned her face away but he turned it back to look at

him. “I know it is crazy Doc but it is no more insane than you being

drugged. Baby I’m asking you to believe me.”

“I do believe you. I just don’t know if I can take it anymore John.”

“Baby look at me. I’m so sorry that you are hurting but I can look in

your eyes and tell that you don’t want this. You don’t want to get a

divorce.”

“John…”

“Please baby give me another chance. Give our love another chance

doc. I love you Marlena.” He moved closer and closer to her face.

When he was this close to her, she couldn’t even think. He pressed

his lips to hers and for a second she actually thought of fighting. She

knew though that was impossible for her. She loved it when he kissed

her and gave in. When he felt her give in completely he pushed his

tongue in her mouth. She allowed his tongue to enter and even

wrapped hers around his. Marlena felt his hands slowly move from the

back of her head to her waist. He pulled her even closer to him,

allowing her to feel how hard he was. He backed her against the desk

and swiped everything off of it and sat her atop of it. She wanted him

more than she ever thought was possible. She continued to match his

kiss with as much passion as he was putting into it. She wanted to feel

his skin, so she ran her hands down to the middle of his chest,

grabbed both ends of his shirt and jerked it open, sending buttons

flying everywhere. She pushed it off his shoulder, and then lightly ran

her nails from his shoulders and down his chest. She could feel the

mussels twitch under the quest. He pulled back and looked her right in

the eyes. “I love you so much Marlena. I couldn’t give up on us, just

the same as I know you can’t.”

“You’re right John. I love you so much and I know you love me.”

“That’s a fact. And tonight I’m going to show you just how much.”

He pressed his lips hungrily against hers. He wanted to possess every

inch of her. He moved his hands from her hips to shirt and ripped it off

her body. He traveled from her lips to the hollow of her neck. She

loved it when he kissed her there and he knew that it turned her on

more than anything else. That was the thing he loved so much about

this relationship. It was more than just sex, it seemed as though they

became one person. They both knew the exact spots to touch and

kiss to turn the other on. She felt his hands move the silk material off

her shoulder. Then his hands traveled to her back to the clasp of her

bra. He unclasped it and moved his lips down between her breasts

capturing the front of her bra between his teeth and slowly removed it.

He takes both of her breasts in his hands and slowly kneads them.

She feels him gently bite on her neck. She knows he is marking her.

He was giving the message that she is his. His lips move down her

chest. He removes on of his hands only to replace it with his mouth.

He slowly sucks on it and then slightly tugs on it with his teeth. She

placed her hands on the back of his head to hold him in place. He

runs his hands down her body to the zipper of her dress and pulls it

down. He lifts her off of the desk and pushes the skirt down her long

legs. She looked up at him seductively and lightly traces her nails

down his chest. She licks her lips and then plants a soft kiss on his

lips. She moves them to his ear and slowly nibbles on it. She runs her

hand down his chest to his pants and slowly unbuttons and unzips

them letting them fall around his ankle. She whispers in his ear. “You

are mine. I’m going to drive you absolutely crazy tonight.”

“Baby you already are.”

She moved her lips down his neck to his collar bone where she

marked him the same as he did her. She pulled back and looked at

him. “Now everyone will know you are mine.” She started placing

small kisses down his chest, stomach, and ended at the waist band of

his boxers. She looped her fingers in the waist band and pulled them

down his legs where ridded himself of them and his pants. She was

very happy to see how hard he was. She took him in her hand and

slowly pumped it up and down. She watched his head arch back when

she ran her tongue around the tip of his shaft. She then took the entire

length of him in her mouth. He tangled his fingers in her hair and

steadied her in a rhythm that drove him completely crazy. He couldn’t

believe how incredible she was at this. He swore she could make him

cum just by looking at him but feeling her tongue on him was his

undoing. He didn’t want to cum right away and tried to pull her away

but she wouldn’t move. She wanted to taste him. She continued

pumping him up and down and allowed him to cum in her mouth. He

was the only man she had ever done this to. Before John she felt the

idea of doing that was so dirty but with him it made her feel even

closer to him. John grabbed her by the shoulders and kissed her hard

on the lips. He loved to taste himself on her. He ran his hands to her

panties and pushed them to her knees. He placed her back on the

desk and pulled the panties the rest of the way down her legs. He ran

his hands up her inner thigh right to her waiting center spot. He ran his

finger around the outside driving her completely crazy. Then he gave

her what she was wanting. He pushed two fingers deep inside of her

right away. She threw her head back in ecstasy. She felt his mouth

back on her breast. The way his mouth and fingers were working

together was driving her insane. She had her hands gripped on the

edge of the desk. She was moaning his name begging him not to stop.

He kissed her down her stomach and removed his fingers long

enough to replace them with his tongue. She started grinding herself

in his face. She loved it when he did this to her. He alternated

between licking and sucking on her nub. He felt her coming so close.

He was determined to remind her of the reason she loved him and

one of those reasons is the way he was able to satisfy her. She felt

her body begging to shake and she knew she was close. She started

screaming his name even louder. She didn’t care who could possibly

hear them. At that moment all that mattered was her and John. She

felt herself cum and John move back up. He stood there holding her,

allowing her to catch her breath. He wasn’t done with her just yet.

When her breathing began to steady he took himself in his hand. He

slowly pumped himself a few times to get completely hard. Marlena

felt John’s hands on her backside pulling her closer to the edge. She

pulled her legs wider apart to allow him to enter into her easily. He

pushed half of himself in right away. He stayed there like that for a

second allowing her to get used to his size. She started rocking

herself against him, showing him she wanted more of him. He started

trusting faster into her. She wrapped her legs around his waist making

all of him enter her. He was kissing her neck. She was raking her nails

down his back. If the monkey bite didn’t tell people what had

happened between them, his back would. John could hear her

breathing harsher and harsher. He knew he sounded the same. Then

he heard the words she was saying to him. “Oh God yes John yes. I

love it when you fuck me like this. Yes baby harder. Fuck me harder.”

He loved it when she talked dirty. When they were together like this

Marlena wasn’t the prim proper doctor everyone thought she was. No

behind close doors with her husband she was a sex machine who

couldn’t get enough and he was more than willing to satisfy her. He

started moving harder and harder into her. He felt her whole body

tense up. A sure sign to him she was about to cum again. He pulled

back and looked at her. “Marlena open your eyes. I want to see you

when you cum.” She did as she was told. He loved the way she

looked. Her eyes were completely glazed over in lust, lust for him and

no one else. He heard her moan louder and then felt her cum. He felt

her start moving against him harder and harder trying to bring make

him cum. It didn’t take him long. It usually didn’t when she started

moving her hips against him like she was. He made one final trust and

cummed deep inside of her. He picked her up off the desk, never

pulling out of her, and carried her to the couch. He laid her down and

then laid beside her. She looked deep into his eyes. “I love you so

much John. I swear no man has ever satisfied me the way you do.”

“And I’m going to make sure no man ever has the chance to for the

rest of you life. You are stuck with me.”

She smiled at the phrase he used that stirred up memories. “That

sounds pretty good to me.” She reached over to the coffee table

where the divorce papers were laying and picked them up. “Welcome

back into my life Mr. Black.” She ripped them right down the middle

and threw them in the air. She kissed him again and they both went to

sleep peacefully in each others arms.