My eyes open. The red light of the digital clock shows 2:54 AM. A lone
street light shines in through the window. It’s a rainy November
evening. The only sound, besides the soft fall of the rain outside, is the
steady in and out of my breathing. As I settle back in to sleep more I
realize there’s another sound. More breathing. I turn to my right and
see you. Your back is to me. I smile. I love the way your hair spills on
the pillow under your head. I turn on my side to look at you.
You neck is exposed more than normal and I trace it with my eyes. I
start at the first part of skin visible under your hair. I follow it down,
slowly. To your shoulders. Then down your spine to just above your
lower back where the sheets lay across you. Your skin is incredible.
Beautiful and perfect. I stare at your back for several minutes.
Imagining the feel of it.
In the dim light your back looks like a field the morning after it snowed
all night and before anyone had tracked across it. I want to be the first
one. I want to be the first to touch that freshness. That beauty. Have it
for my own.
I reach forward and my lips meet your skin, just below your left
shoulder blade. Your skin is warm, like a bed on a stormy Sunday
morning. I melt. I am touching you, but just the feel of your skin under
my lips makes me melt.
I kiss gently. Slowly. You stir slightly. I am really trying not to disturb
you. I don’t want to ruin the beauty of your skin as it is at this moment.
Soon though, I cannot control my body. My kisses get harder. More
determined. Every fifth kiss my tongue sneaks out to taste your skin.
Then every third kiss. Soon every kiss. I try to wrap my mouth around
as much of your skin as possible.
My left hand reaches out to your hip. Touching lightly at fist. Very
lightly then it slides up your side. Just like my kisses, my hand touches
you lightly at first and get more and more determined to be as close to
your skin as possible. I wrap my arm around you and pull your body
closer to your mouth as I kiss more of your back. Back and forth
across your spine. Both shoulder blades then across your shoulders.
Now you are awake. I FEEL you moan. I hear your breath grow
quicker. I revel in the smell of having you so close. Your hips push
back against me. I slide my other arm under your head, around your
neck and across your shoulder pulling you even closer to me. You
move your head down and start kissing, licking and softly biting my
arm.
I’m cannot stop kissing your back. The way your body has begun to
move has made me even more frenzied to continue the assault with
my mouth. My left hand, which by now has found your breast and has
been toying with your nipple, slides back down the side of your
stomach and grabs your hip. I pull you back even tighter against me.
Then it slides down between your legs to find that you are incredibly
wet.
I busy my hand between your legs to start to make you get closer to
cumming. You arch your back and tilt your head back. You breathing
is deep now. The moans come quicker. A quick glance up shows me
that your neck has been completely exposed by the movement of your
head. Suddenly your neck becomes the desire of my hunger.
I pounce on your neck. My right arm still around you. My left, between
your legs. I kiss. I bite. I suck. I lick. I want your neck to never leave
from being this close. The smell of your hair, in which my nose is
buried. I want you completely. There is no one and nothing I want
more than you, as close to me as possible.
Your left leg slides up over mine. With one swift movement, and
without removing my mouth from your neck, I slide into you. I slide in
deep and use my arm to push your hips back towards me. I am
insane. I’m filled with an indescribable feeling. You are warm and soft
and tight and wet around me. There’s nothing else I want than this.
Nothing.
The only movement now comes from the heaving of your chest and
my mouth on your neck. I’m staying as deep in you as I can. You can
feel me grow even harder inside you. This is heaven. PURE HEAVEN.
My left hand is still between your legs and between it’s touch and me
being inside you, you are close to cumming. Very close. Your hips
begin grinding against me and that soon puts you over the edge. I feel
you completely release yourself around me and there is nothing more
I need than that.
Your hips move faster and faster against me. I start sliding in and out
of you. All this time I’m still kissing your neck. I move from time to time
to your ear, but my mouth NEVER leaves you. We both take turns
moaning. We are lost in each other completely. There is nothing like
this anywhere.
You reach back and grab my head. Pulling it forward until our mouths
meet. Our tongues collide. I taste your mouth and that is it. I cannot
hold back anymore. This final kiss has pushed me over the edge and I
release deep inside of you.
Our bodies locked together. We lie motionless. Our breathing starts to
slow. I wrap both my arms around you. Holding you close, never
leaving from inside of you. Not a word is said. A content sigh escapes
you. My kisses return to gentle pecks on your neck. I continue to kiss
as I hear your breathing get slower. Heavier. Soon you are back
asleep. My eyes grow heavy and my kisses slow. Sleep is overtaking.
I drift off with a grin. My arms around you. Inside of you. The rain
outside slowly overtakes the sound of my breathing and soon I hear
nothing but dreams.
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