There I stood, in my sweats preparing for a relaxing night with my beloved fiancée. I’m standing in my living room, all is quiet the children are up stairs asleep, then I hear him exclaim “Hot cocoa, with a mountain of whip cream, just the way you like it” I giggle at the heaping pile of whip cream overflowing the mug. “You Oh, so know how to make me feel good,” I complement him, while tasting some of the cream, “well you do the same for me, in fact you know some times when I’m at my wits end, when I’m lower than low, when I really feel like I can’t go on any longer,” he says with a cute yet goofy face, and in a sarcastic tone, that causes me to laugh, then I take another mouthful of whip cream as he says to me so sweetly “yeah I just see that smile, that’s all it takes, then my spirits go right to the top” I could just cry listening to the sincerity in his voice, and the look of love in his eyes, and then he leans into me for a kiss, I was so willing to deepen the kiss but he pulled away, but even with the slightest touch he still sends that wonderful feeling through my body, and soul, “mm tasty, I think were soul mates” I tell him, as I raise my mug to his, and he returns the gesture and clanks our mugs together and says in agreement “soul mates” then he looks me up and down with a stare that is unmistaken able about what he wants, “I’ll tell you what soul mate” “hmm” “how’d you like to join me over here on this couch for a little bit of huggin’,” he makes a hugging motion with his arms, “a little bit of kissin’, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera” then coming in for another short cut kiss.
As he walks over to turn down the lights, I walk over to the couch and sit down, taking another sip of my drink before I set it down on the table, I put both my legs up on the couch and face in his direction, he knows I’m watching him, so he decides to stretch out his sexy self right in front of me. He knows what I’m waiting for, the kissing, and the excreta, that he promised a moment ago. But I don’t have too much longer; the second he settles back into the couch and places his arm around me, he moves over on the couch and places his other hand on my face and kisses me. We part lips, and I look around the quiet apartment, it’s so peaceful and quiet, “this is my favorite time,” I can’t help but look at his muscular form, as I tell him this, “everything is quiet,” and I run my hand up from his chest to his broad shoulder “the children are asleep, it’s my special time with you” I can tell that my eye’s are glazed over with lust, and desire as I feel him tenderly sliding his hand up and down my arm, and while I play with the hair behind his ear, “it’s almost perfect,” then he tugs on the string of my sweater, “there’s only one thing missing” he takes my hand that’s playing in his hair, and brings it to his lips and kisses it where my engagement ring is, “what?” I ask barely above a whisper, he looks at my ring, and I look to him with wide confused eye’s, then he turns my hand for me to see, “a wedding band” when I hear this, I give him a cheeky smile “you did say you were going to marry me right?” he asks jokingly, “I can’t wait to marry you” I assure him and I truly mean it. “Then don’t you think it’s about time we set a date?” he questions me, begging me with his eyes to set the official date of what will be the happiest day of our lives, then I speak with out thinking, “let’s do it,” I was hoping that he knew I wasn’t only talking about setting our wedding date, when he replies “let’s do it” by getting closer to me, and finally taking my lips in a carnal kiss, we begin to descend onto the couch.
I move my legs out from beneath me, so I can wrap my legs around his waist. The only time we break lip contact is when the need for air is to great, but as soon as we take a few breaths we begin to kiss again, each of our tongues dueling for control. Between kisses I hear him tell me “you know what?” I’m not really listening though all I’m thinking is ‘stop talking and FUCK me Black’, but I reply “mhm” into him mouth “I’m going to hire us a wedding consultant” he says and I moan because I feel his noticeable bulge poking into my thigh that lays across his lap, he quickly kisses me darting his tongue into my mouth, “she going to do all the work, you an I are going to show up to church to say our vows,” he smiles “how does that sound?” he looks at me wanting approval, but all I can think about is him buried inside me, making me scream, so I say the first thing I can think of, “oh honey you’re so smart,” and I sit up on my knees I move my hand from around his neck to his chest, and begin to ravish his mouth, but he stops me with his words again, ‘god he talks to much’ to scream in my head, “I’m so lucky to have you in my life” he serenades ‘but I love him’ I continue my thought, I get back up on my knees, and begin to push him back on the couch, “and pretty soon I’m going to have you as my wife,” he finished his sentence finally, and the last of it sent me over the edge, I need him and I need him right now. “Anything you say” I answer him hoping that it will be the last of our conversation for a while, so I run my hand up under his shirt, wanting it off immediately. He moans into my mouth when I scrap my nails of his nipple as I desperately try and get his shirt off, but he has other plans for me. He places one of his hands behind my head, and the other on my back; he rolls me onto my back and crawls on top of me. I moan feeling his weight on top of me, when I’m laying under him, he looks down at me with lust filled eyes and pull his shirt off the rest of the way, I look up at his chest with adoration, “I love you so much John,” I say as I bring hands up and rub them up and down his torso, “fuck me please, I need you” I beg him.
John slides his hands up my sweater, and under the shirt I have on underneath, and massages my breast through my bra, “oohh” I moan he removes his hand from my breast back down to the edge of my sweater and shirt, I sit up a little to allow him to pull off the two pieces of clothing with ease, he quickly did away with them and threw them behind the couch, he reaches behind my back to un clasp my bra. Now he thinks were even in clothing but I have a little surprise for my man. He moved down from kissing my now swollen lips, to my neck, in the little crook that caused me to loose all control that is if I had any left after all that teasing he’s been doing to me. His mouth takes over the job for his one hand on my breast, and he moves his hand southerly down my body to the waist band of my pants, he snakes his hand in side only to be met with my surprise. He stops sucking on my breast and looks up at me with a sly smile and his eye brow raised, I coyly smile back at him, “you like?” I question “O yeah I like very much” then he goes down my entire body leaving kisses here and there as he moves. He reaches his destination and slowly pulls down my pants, as my shaven mound becomes exposed to him, he kisses it the feeling of his lips on my mound is sensational, I begin to tremble in anticipation. He has ridden me of my pants, now he is kissing me up my legs, with every kiss nearing my center I moan my approval.
My eyes are clapped shut loving the feeling he’s stirring inside me, it’s the combination of his tongue, lips, fingers and hot breath. I can feel the warmth of his tongue enter me, then I hear myself let out an audile moan, “shh, baby the kids are just upstairs” I hear him but I’m not listening, it just feels so damn good, I want to scream and let the whole world know that JOHN BLACK IS MINE. In and out his tongue moves, faster, faster, deeper, then deeper, his fingers are moving in a circular motion on my clit, “Oh John,” I moan a little loader then it should have been. My hands are gripping the sides of the couch, to substitute for my moaning, I’m complete over the edge, when his lips press together and suck on my sensitive nub, I manage to whisper my release “o John, o John, o John” my body thrust from side to side.
John ascend my body again leaving a kiss here and there on his arrival back north to my lips, he wipe his mouth with the back of his hand, then claims my lips in a deep, kiss. The kiss helps calm my breathing; I look between us at his member begging for some release from the contraption of the denim it was contained in, “you look like you could use some help here,” I said while I ran my hand up his thigh, cupping him in my hand when I reached to bulge. I could hear the sharp intake of breath from him followed by a low grunted moan, I skillfully unbutton his trousers, when the button was released John sighed his relief, “better baby” I ask in my sexy seductive voice, he nods at me, I smile up at him, then shimmy my way down in between us, taking his zipper between my teeth and continue to shimmy down his body. I make it through his legs, his pants completely un-done I sit up between his legs, and he lies down on his stomach then rolls over quickly. John lifts his hips when I placed my hand at the top on his pants; I pull them down along with his boxers. Little Johnny sprung to life when being freed from his holder, “somebody, or should I something is happy” I joke then laugh from deep in my throat, I stick out my hand and grasp on to his huge shaft in my tiny hand, I stroke him a few times then I bend my head to use my mouth, I use the stiffen tip of my tongue to trace the head of his penis, sliding my entire tongue down the under part of his shaft the placing him in my mouth as far as I can take him before releasing him to the cool air, “you know John I’ve never done this for any other man but you” I confess. I guess knowing that he’s the only man for me to take in my mouth was too much for him to tolerate at this moment, because as I was descending back down, he stopped me by putting his hands on my shoulders.
He picked me up, and I instantly wrapped my legs around him, then he set off for the stairs, he struggled with carrying me up the stairs because I was sucking his earlobe into my mouth then clamping my teeth down on to it. We finally made it to the bedroom, “why are we here?” “Because my love I want no distractions while I’m making love to my fiancée” “good reason” I finish saying will a chaste kiss. He kicks the door closed with his foot as quietly as he could so he didn’t wake the children. He was mauling my neck with kisses, as he lowered us to the bed. When we were laying down on the bed to brought his face level with mine pecked me on the lips then positioned himself at my opening, I could feel the head probing eagerly, we locked eye then I felt him begin to slide into my warmth, I ached my back to the sensation, but never taking my eye off of his. He filled me to capacity, and stayed still in order for me to adjust to his size, it always took me a little while to adjust to him since he was so big. When I signaled to him that I was alright, he began to make slow deep thrusts. I could feel every single detail of his body and we pressed together, as one.
After I was full adjusted he started to make faster, harder thrusts. “Faster John” he answered my request, “Oh yes John right there!” I screamed when he hit that wonderful spot, “Harder baby” I pleaded and he reciprocated causing, me to go to the place of no return, I was lost, my head spinning body twitching in pleasure, “Oh John, yes, oh yes, cum with me baby” I encouraged, John sped up his movement to ensure his own release, but his actions brought me there first, and him shortly after. John collapsed on top of me, for his much deserved rest. When my breathing was back to normal, and my mind stopped twirling, I ran my fingers through John’s hair, bringing him back to earth.
We lay joined together as one, in the afterglow, on the verge of a sleep. “John honey, I love you so much, your incredible,” “I love you too Doc, and you’re the incredible one,” he pulled out of me, it made me feel a huge loss, but he brought into his arms when rolling to side. I rested my exhausted form against his, “goodnight John,” and we fell asleep peacefully awaiting to face another day together.
The Jarlena Journal 