John and Marlena walked arm and arm to his hotel room on the
island, both still in shock over the night’s events. Alex had tried to kill
them both and had ended up dying in the process. John was ready to
kill the bastard all over again for trying to harm Doc. He was furious at
Alex. . . . . scared that he had almost lost Doc again . . . . .and
anticipating all that she had remembered, he hoped she would still
want to be with him when all of this was over and they were back
home again. “Here we are Doc,” he moved past her to open the door,
holding it open so she could enter first, “Welcome to my home away
from home.”
She stopped just inside the room, she was still going over the events
from the last few days. She was remembering her past with John and
some of her past with Alex, but it was all still a blur. Memories would
pop in her head and out again so fast she wasn’t sure if they were
real. How was she ever going to make sense of all of this and get on
with her life. Her life with her children, her family, but most importantly
her life with John. If he would still have her after the way she threw
him away when Alex was drugging her. She knew it wasn’t her fault,
but she still felt that she should have been able to stop Alex. She
prayed that John would forgive her and that he still loved her.
John watched the emotions play over her face, “Doc, I’m here. Please
let me help you.” he whispered and reached for her, he needed to hold
her in his arms and make sure she was really here with him.
Tears formed in her eyes at the tenderness in his voice, “John” was all
she could say and rushed into his arms. Taking whatever he was
willing to offer. He held her tight as she cried, “Shhh baby, it’s ok. I’m
here with you and nothing is going to hurt you. I love you Doc.” he
whispered sweet words in her ear, trying to ease her pain. He led her
back and they sat on the edge of the bed, still holding her tightly to
him as her body shook from the sobs.
Marlena could feel his love for her, in the way he held her to him, the
way his arms brushed her hair and her back, soothing her. She could
hear the love in his voice as he whispered to her, oh how she loved
this man. She would spend the rest of her life proving it to him.
John held her until she stopped crying, still trying to comfort her,
“Doc?” he whispered, he had no idea what would happen now. He had
no idea what she remembered or what was in her heart, “Are you ok?”
She leaned back and gazed into the beautiful blue eyes, he was so
handsome, “John. . . . .I love you” she whispered and watched his
face light up, she hated knowing she was the cause of his pain in the
past few months, “I’m so sorry” and the tears started falling again, “I’m
just so sorry for everything” and he stopped her with his lips on hers. It
was the most gentle kiss. Not demanding, not passionate, just love
and tenderness. And then he pulled her back into his arms, “I love you
Doc. I’m so glad to have you back in my arms. I have missed you so
much.”
“John” she pulled away again, needing to see his face, see his blue
eyes when she talked to him, “I know a lot has happened and I know
we need to talk about everything. But for tonight. . . . .just for tonight,
can we pretend none of this has happened? Can we pretend we are
back in our bed in Salem, still married with not a care in the world
except being with each other? Please? I just need to have your arms
holding me all night. I need to feel safe, please?”
He didn’t say a word, he reached up and unclasped her hair, letting
her golden locks fall around down her shoulders. He smiled and
leaned down, taking off her shoes and kissing her ankle, he stood up
and reached for her hands, pulling her with him, “Stay right here Doc.”
he demanded and kissed her quickly. She watched him go to the
closet and pull out one of his shirts and walk back over to her, “turn
around” and she obeyed, with no question or fear, she immediately
turned around. She felt his hands easing the zipper of her dress down,
she looked down and watched the dress fall around her feet.
John looked at her golden body and felt his heart stop, now was not
the time to make love to her, even though all he wanted to do was
pound into her and make her his again. Now they needed to go slow,
become acquainted with each other again. He helped her put his old t-
shirt on, she used to love sleeping in his old shirts, she said it made
her feel closer to him. He slid past her and turned the sheets down,
“Here Doc, lie down and rest.”
Marlena slid into bed and looked up at him, her golden eyes full of
love, she snuggled down in the covers and smiled. She started to
panic when she saw him turn and walk away, “John! Where are you
going? Aren’t you staying with me?”
He turned around and dropped to his knees by the side of the bed,
“Doc, I’m going to change clothes and use the restroom. I’ll be right
back and then I promise I’ll hold you forever.” he kissed her palm, “I
love you.”
Her smile melt his heart, “Oh my. . . . . .I love you too. I’m sorry, I
guess I’m just a little jumpy tonight” she laughed, “I have no idea why I
would be upset or anything.”
John laughed, “It’s ok Doc, your safe now, I’m not going anywhere.
Why don’t you relax and rest, I’ll be right back” and leaned down,
kissing her forehead.
Marlena closed her eyes and tried to rest. It was like watching a
movie, moments of their past flashing through her mind. Moments
when they were laughing, kissing and making love. Her eyes opened
as she remembered feeding him strawberries and licking the cream off
of his lips, he tasted so good. She was getting turned on just thinking
of him and then heard him coming out of the bathroom, she looked up
and watched him walk toward the bed, wearing his silky black boxers,
he was so sexy in those, ‘how am I supposed to lie here beside of him
without attacking his body and making love?’ she thought, her eyes
narrowing as she watched him come closer to her.
He stopped before he climbed in bed and looked at her, she was
sitting there wearing one of his old Salem PD shirts, looking incredibly
seductive and giving him ‘the look’, the look she always had when she
was thinking about sex. She had to stop looking at him like that and
stop looking so damn good, or he was going to jump on her and show
her exactly how much he missed making love to her.
Marlena smiled and slid over in bed, patting the empty space beside
of her, “Care to join me Sailor?” she laughed.
John slid into bed with her and pulled her to him, holding her body
close to his, relishing in the smell of her, the feel of her in his arms
again, “I love you Doc. I’ve missed this, holding you at night. I haven’t
been able to sleep in so long without you in my arms.”
“I”m sorry. . .” she started to apologize and he quickly interrupted her,
“Doc, let’s not do that now. I thought we were just going to hold each
other tonight, no talking. I’m sorry I brough this up. I just need to have
you in my arms and my life is perfect. Let’s just enjoy this, please?” he
begged.
“OK, that sounds perfect, lying with my love all night, his arms holding
- I love you John.” she whispered, quickly kissing his lips and
snuggling back into the feel of his arms wrapped around her.
The lovers feel asleep in each others arms, both content to be
together, both dreaming of the moment when they would make love
again.
~~~
John laid there with his love in his arms, she was still sleeping. He
was so very thankful to have her back and was so happy that she was
getting some of her memories back. He remembered back when they
first were married, back when they thought he was Roman. He used to
wake her up with soft kisses, rubbing her body and getting her
aroused so that when she woke up the first thing she wanted was to
make love. He kissed the top of her head, breathing in the scent of her
that he had missed for so long, “soon baby, soon we will be back
home and making love” he whispered.
“Why are we waiting?” she asked, leaning up so she could see the
expression on his face, laughing when she saw his mouth drop open
and his eyes glaze over with want, “What’s wrong John?”
“I thought you were asleep.”
“Is that why you look so shocked?” she smiled and sat up in the bed,
“John, I know there has been a lot that has happened that I don’t
remember. I’m sure that I’ve hurt you since Alex has come back, but I
hope you can soon forgive me. I want to be your wife. I want to be like
we were before, happy and in love. From the memories that I’m having
we were very much in love and most of my memories are of us
making love. So why do we have to wait?”
“We don’t HAVE to wait Doc!” he snapped back, “I was trying to be a
gentleman and not rush things. I didn’t know what you were feeling or
what you were thinking” he jumped out of bed and started pacing,
“Hell I don’t even know what you remember. I don’t know if you and
Alex were having sex, if you felt that way about him. I don’t know if you
still want me that way. I just don’t know” he stopped at the side of the
bed and looked at her, his blue eyes so filled with confusion, “I just
know that I love you Doc.”
“John, please sit back down with me” seeing the doubt in his eyes,
“Please? I want to tell you something and I can’t talk to you while your
pacing the room. I want to know your here with me and understand
what I’m saying.” John saw the love in her golden eyes and he quickly
joined her in bed again.
“John, I love you. I don’t remember everything from my past but I do
remember my love for you. I remember loving you so much, wanting
you so much. I remember us making love. I do know that I never made
love to Alex, never. Our relationship wasn’t like that. He only wanted to
control me and I never wanted him in that way.” she slid closer to his
side, “But I do know our relationship was like that. I know that I wanted
you in that way. . . .that I still want you. . . .. .that I still need you to
make love to me” tears were falling down her cheecks, she was so
afraid.
“Doc, shhh please don’t cry honey” he whispered, holding her tight to
him, “I still want you. I can’t wait to make love to you. I just didn’t want
to rush things. I wanted to take things slowly, for us to rekindle our
romance and remember why we feel in love in the first place. I
promise you that when we are both ready, when the time is right, we
will make love” he gently kissed away her tears, his lips finding hers.
Marlena’s body melted against his, he was the sweetest man, so
loving and gentle, so unlike Alex North. Her hands looped around his
neck, pulling him in tighter to her, her mouth opening and her tongue
finding his, exploring every inch of his. They both moaned and slowly
pulled away, “I love you John. I understand why you want to wait, but
this is going to be very hard on me.”
John groaned, “No, it’s very HARD on me” he looked down to see the
giant tent he had made in his boxers. Marlena followed his eyes and
saw how ready he was for her, “Oh, I’m sorry baby. Are you sure you
don’t want me to take care of that for you?” she laughed at his
predicament.
“Doc, that’s not fair. You will pay for that soon, very soon.” he leered at
her, his eyebrow raised, “I love you.”
“Oh John, I love” she stopped, memories were flooding her mind
again, so fast she couldn’t make any sense of what was happening.
“DOC! What is it? What’s wrong baby?”
“I’m still having memories John. They are so fast and quick.
Sometimes they don’t make any sense, they are out of order. It’s like
watching 10 different movies all at the same time and someone keeps
rewinding and fast forwarding certain parts. I just don’t know how I’m
ever going to be able to make any sense of this.” she was getting
frustrated and upset over the gaps in her memory.
“I’m here baby. I’ll help you. Do you want to tell me what you
remember? I could help you make sense of the memories. Let me tell
you a story, ok?”
“Is this of our life together?”
“Yes, this is how we met and when we first fell in love. When I first
came to Salem, you were a Doctor at the hospital, Roman had just
died and you were left with Carrie and the twins. I came to town and
had no memory of who I was, but I wouldn’t tell you that, I made up
the name John Black and gave you some story of why I had come to
town. We were attracted to each other from the very first, but you were
still a little scared of getting involved with someone after all that had
happened to Roman, you didn’t want to have your heart broken again.
After a while, you realized that I had lost my memory and you helped
- You were determined to help me uncover the truth of my past. We
left town to find someone who could help us, a doctor who had
performed plastic surgery on my,he was the only one who knew my
identity. During all of this, we were fighting our feelings for each other,
we both at one time thought I was Stephano Dimera. You were scared
and tried to leave me then, but I made you stay with me.”
“You kidnapped me?”
“Doc, you can’t interrupt me. I’m giving you a condensed version, wait
until I’m through and it will all make sense, I promise.”
“I’m sorry, please continue”
“Yes, I kidnapped you. Then when I told you to leave, you stayed with
me, so I’m not sure that is really kidnapping somone. We finally
admitted our feelings to each other, it was very sweet and romantic,
unless you think about the people who were chasing us trying to kill
- Bo and I ended up on top of a mountain fighting and you found an
envelope with pictures of me before my surgery. When you opened. “
“You were Roman! Oh, I remember. I remember opening the envelope
and seeing Roman’s picture, I was so happy that you weren’t
Stephano. I knew I loved you and if you were really Stephano I wasn’t
sure how we could make things work, but you were Roman. I was so
happy that I could love you.” she threw her arms around his neck and
started kissing him, covering his face with kisses.
John couldn’t take it any more and returned her kisses, parting her lips
with his tongue, his hands holding her face to his. He could drown in
her sweetness. He almost lost it altogether when he heard her
moaning in the back of her throat and her body grind up on his.
Marlena’s head was swimming and her body was melting. He tasted
so sweet and felt so wonderful against her, she groaned when she felt
him pull away, “John, what’s wrong baby, why are you stopping?” she
pouted, her bottom lip sticking out.
“Doc, we should stop. You just got your memory back and I don’t want
to rush things. I don’t want to pressure you or make you do something
you aren’t ready to do.”
“John, shhhhh” she placed her fingers over his mouth, “let me show
you what I’m ready for” and she crawled up on his lap, her legs
stradling his body, her hands cradling his face, her lips barely touching
his, “I love you John Black.” she began placing feather light kisses on
his face, her fingers lacing though his short dark hair, “I love you baby”
and her mouth devoured his, her tongue exlored every crevice of his
mouth, tasting every inch of him.
~~~
Marlena was determined to seduce him, her lips and hands working
his body. John was swiftly losing all control, he was so close to
forgetting why he wanted to wait to make love to her in the first place,
with the feeling of her body on his he couldn’t even think any more.
Just as he rolled over on her, his body sliding down between her legs,
the phone started to ring. John reached for the phone and answered it
before Marlena could stop him, “John Black”, he started moving off of
her, trying to put some distance between their bodies. Marlena was
pouting and trying her best to pull him back to her when he clicked the
phone shut, “that was the pilot, our plane is ready to leave, we can go
home now Doc.” he smiled at her and quickly kissed her lips, jumping
up from the bed.
“Why did you answer that? Don’t you want me anymore John?”
“Doc, of course I want you. I would just rather get you home and get
off this damn island. I don’t really like being here where Alex brought
you for your honeymoon with him. I hope you can understand.”
“I do understand, it’s just I want you to make love to me. I’ve missed
you and we’ve lost so much time together.” she smiled and crawled off
the bed, “Your right, it would be better to wait until we are home.” she
grabbed his hands and pulled him close to her again, her face almost
touching his, “But let me tell you, once I get you back home to the
penthouse, I’m going to make love to my husband! And there is
nothing you can do to stop me!” she smiled and started to kiss him,
stopping quickly when she saw the look of pain cross his face, “What?
What’s wrong John? What did I say?”
“Doc, first of all, Alex sold the penthouse. I managed to purchase it,
but I’m not living there when we get back to Salem. We can stay at the
Salem Inn together, but I can’t live there any more. I can’t live in the
house that he used to destroy our marriage.” he started crying, the
tears falling from his blue eyes.
“John, I’m so sorry. I should have been able to stop him. I’m . . .”, he
stopped her apology.
“Doc, stop. It’s not your fault honey, you had amnesia and he was
drugging you. You had no way to fight him under those conditions. I
want to spend the rest of my life with you, I don’t care where we life,
just not in the penthouse”, he hated seeing her upset and feeling
guilty, so he tried to make her feel better, “Just think of all the fun we
can have finding a new house, a new home for our new life together”,
then he stopped, he had to tell her about their marriage, he wasn’t
sure she could take much more, Doc, some sit with me, there is one
more thing I need to talk to you about.”
“What? How can this get any worse?” she asked, taking his hand and
following him to the edge of the bed, sitting down beside of him, fear
written all over her face as she anxiously waited on the next words he
had for her.
He didn’t know how to tell her, so he would just say it, “Doc, we aren’t
married anymore. I don’t know if we ever were legally married.”
Marlena’s mouth dropped open, her eyes begin filling with tears and
doubt, “John! How can you say that? We were married, twice! Three
times if you count when we thought you were Roman. What are you
talking about? There’s something else isn’t there, something that Alex
has done?”
“Doc, Alex showed us papers that says you never divorced him. If
that’s true that means that your marriages to Don, Roman and me
weren’t legal.” he saw her start to fall apart, he could tell she was at
her breaking point, so he grabbed her and crushed her body to his,
holding her with all his strength while he finished, “We don’t know that
Doc. I promise, after we get settled back in Salem, we are going to
find out everything we can about Alex. We will find out all about your
past with that bastard.” he rocked her gently back and forth, stroking
her hair, kissing her hair, “Doc, it doesn’t matter what we find out, look
at me baby” he leans her back and places her fingers under her chin,
forcing her to face him, “it doesn’t matter about a piece of paper,
because in my heart, you have been my wife from the moment we
said our vows in 1987 when we thought I was Roman. You have been
my wife since then in my heart, no matter what my name has been or
what circumstances have kept us apart. Our love is real, it has been
real since we first fell in love all those years ago in West Virginia and it
always will be. You are my love, my life, my wife” he places his lips on
her, giving her the most gentle kiss, “and I promise you that once we
uncover the truth, you will be Mrs. John Black as soon as possible. I
love you Doc.”
She stared in amazement at him, she would never be able to express
her love and appreciation for him but she would spend the rest of her
life trying to show him, “Oh John, I don’t deserve your love, but I’m so
thankful to have you in my life still loving me. I’ll spend the rest of my
life making this up to you. I’m going to need your help. I’m going to
need you to help me figure out my past with Alex. To help me get over
the fact that I lost my baby, that I was held captive by Tony and slept
with Roman. Need your help and your love to make it through all of
this without losing my mind. Can you do that? Can you handle
everything that I’m going to need from you?”
John gave her his signature wink, “Doc, I’ve told you already, I’m not
going anywhere. You helped me before when I had no memories, we
had people chasing after us trying to kill us and you stayed with me,
determined to help me unlock the mysteries of my past. You stayed
with me through the times when Stephano brainwashed me, when I
slept with Hope.” he held her close, lacing their fingers together, “Face
it Doc, with all we have been through, we are still here together, our
love is still as strong as ever, nothing and no one is ever going to tear
us apart.”
She raised his palm to her lips and gently kissed it, “I love you John”
He returned the kiss to her palm and then licked a trail up her wrist,
blowing on it slightly and cocked his eyebrow, “I love you too Doc. And
I’m going to hold you to that promise you made earlier.”
She looked up at him, love shining in her golden eyes, “Which one
was that?”
John leaned in, snuggled closed to her and whispered in her ear,
“Once we get home and get settled in the Salem Inn, after you get to
see the children, I’m going to let you finish your seduction of me. I
rather enjoyed having my ‘WIFE’ seduce me.”
“Oh my loving ‘HUSBAND’,” she threw her arms around him and
kissed him with all the longing and loving she had for this man, “I just
love you and that is one promise I intend on keeping.”
The lovers started packing and prepared for their trip, both anticipating
their arrival home, when they could finally reconnect and recommit
their love together.
~~~
Marlena sat back on the leather sofa in the plane, waiting on John
who was still talking to the pilot. Her head was still spinning at all that
had happened in the last few days. She had recovered her memory,
well parts of her memory, she had recovered her true love. John. She
still couldn’t believe all that he had went through and was still here
with her, still loving her and helping her, she would never be able to
thank him for everything, but she planned on spending the rest of her
life doing her best to show her appreciation and showering him with
her love and affection.
John walked in and saw her sitting there, her shoes were off her feet
and her legs curled up under her, a beautiful smile on his golden
goddess. He could stare at her forever and never figure out what was
going on her mind, but that was part of her appeal, she was always a
mystery to him and he so loved uncovering a good mystery!
Marlena turned to see John standing there with a goofy grin on his
face, “Hey Sailor, what are you up to?”
“Nothing, just watching you” he wiped the grin from his face and
started over to her.
“Come on John, give it up, why do you have that look on your face?”
she stuck her bottom lip out, hoping to make him give in and tell her
why he was staring at her.
“I have no idea what your talking about Doc. I simply walked in the
room and was admiring your beauty . . .that’s all.” he smiled and
leaned down close to her, “now give me a kiss.”
Marlena thought of teasing him but she couldn’t resist those lips so
she reached up and pulled him down to her, making him fall on the
sofa beside of her, “It would be my pleasure sir” she smiled and
started slowly sucking on his bottom lip, her tongue tracing the inside
of his mouth making him moan in the back of his throat, she loved to
hear that sound.
John reached his hands under her thighs and pulled her over on him,
her legs draped over his lap, her body flush against his, “I love you
Doc.”
“I love you too” she kissed her way up his neck, closer to his ear and
whispered, “Now, please tell me what you were staring at when you
came in the room” her hands slid down his chest, close to his nipples.
He couldn’t think of an answer to her question, hell right now he
couldn’t even figure out what she was saying, all he could concentrate
on was the way her mouth was doing that thing to his neck, her hands
working their magic on his chest and moving ever so slowly
downwards.
“John” she stopped and leaned back, hazel meeting sapphire and
waited on his answer, “Please?”
“I’m sorry Doc, what was the question?” he looked up at her with a
sheepish grin on his face, “I wasn’t paying attention to what you were
asking just then, I was preoccupied with your lips.” he confessed and
smiled.
“It’s not important, I just wanted to know what you were staring at
when you first came in the room. You had the cutest smile on your
face and I wanted to know what caused that look.”
“You did Doc. I was admiring your beauty, that’s all” he smiled and
leaned in close, his lips barely touching hers, “You are the most
beautiful woman I’ve ever seen and I was just thanking my lucky stars
to have you back. I’ve missed you” his mouth gently closed over hers,
his arms holding her sweetly.
Marlena was lovestruck by his confession and deepend the kiss, her
tongue exploring his mouth, her hands lacing through his hair and
pulling him in closer to her.
John pulled back to catch his breath, “I love you Doc.”
“I love you too.” she smiled and settled her head on his chest, his
arms holding her tight, “I never want to be away from you again.
Promise me you’ll never let me go, never.”
“I promise Doc, I will never let you out of my sight again.” he kissed
her gently, “I can’t wait to get you home, the kids are going to be so
excited to see you.”
“John, are you sure? I mean, I know you have forgiven me for what
has happened with how I acted when I was with Alex, but how is
everyone else going to feel. The children. . . .I haven’t been there
when they needed me. Our family. . . . .our friends . . . .” she stopped
as the tears poured down her face, she was so scared to face them all
again.
“Doc, please honey” he wiped her tears, “They are going to be so
happy to have you back, to know that you are free of Alex. They don’t
care about any of that. They just want their Mother back. Everyone is
going to be so glad to know your back home and safe, they know that
Alex was the cause of everything. Doc, you were a victim, just like the
rest of us. You had no choice in any of this. You had amnesia and he
was drugging you, it’s going to take some time for your memories to
come back and make sense after all the drugs he pumped into you. All
of us are going to be here for your, loving you and helping you.
Especially me.”
“John, you are the most amazing man. I just love you so” she
whispered, the tears still in her eyes, “I wouldn’t be here without you. I
am so glad to be back with you and I can’t wait to see my babies. I’ve
missed them so.”
“Doc, we were invited to a barbeque at the Horton’s, but I thought you
may prefer a nice quiet evening with the kids. I didn’t want to
overwhelm you on your first day home. I hope that’s ok.”
“That’s perfect. How much longer until we land?”, she placed her hand
over her mouth to cover her yawn.
“We have just enough time for a quick nap, now lean back here on
me.” he pulled her back to him, lying back on the sofa wrapped in his
arms, she quickly fell asleep. John held her tightly and kissed her hair,
still thankful to have her back in his arms. He soon fell asleep and was
awaken a short tile later when he heard the pilot announce they were
close to Salem, “Hey baby” he gently shook her, “Come on Doc, we
are almost home, let’s get ready to go see the children.”
“Are we there?” she jumped up, eager to see her babies again.
“Yes, we have to get ready for landing. Then we will head to the
restaurant and have dinner with the kids.”
He face fell, “We are going out? I thought we were going to have a
quiet evening at home, I didn’t realize we would be going out.” she
started dreading the homecoming again.
John reached for her hands, pulling her close to him, “Doc, I called
Maggie and have the restaurant reserved for just us. I explained that I
wanted just us and the children and she agreed to shut the place
down for us. So don’t get nervous again, it’s going to be fine.”
She laced her arms around him, hugging him tightly, “That was so
sweet of her. Do the children know? Do they know that I have parts of
my memory back? Do they know that Alex is dead?” she was getting
anxious again, the doubts popping in her head again.
“I’ve talked to Belle. She knows that Alex is dead and that you have
some of your memory back. I’m sure she will tell the others. And Claire
will be there too.”
“Oh. . . . . I can’t wait to see my Grandbaby. . . . . . oh man, that means
we are getting old John. I will be sleeping with a Grandpa!” she started
to giggle.
This made them both start laughing and they laughed and joked all the
way to the Salem Airport. John held her hand all the way to the limo
and helped her in, both of them still smiling and looking forward to
seeing the children.
~~~
John held her hand and helped her out of the limo, seeing the fear and
doubt in her face he pulled her to him, “It’s going to be ok Doc, the
kids are all inside waiting on you. . . . .You. All they care about is
having their Mother back. I’ll be beside you until you get tired of me.”
he leaned down giving her a quick kiss on those lucious lips.
“I’ll never get tired of you Black, never. As long as your with me I can
face anything, now give me another kiss for luck and let’s go on in, I’m
ready to see my children” she smiled and grabbed his head when he
tried to give her another quick kiss, her hands holding his face to hers,
“I love you John.” she whispered and deepend the kiss, trying to
express her feelings for him in this moment.
John could feel himself harden and knew he had to stop her or he
would shove her back in the limo and make love to her now, “Come on
Doc, you have to stop that or you aren’t going anywhere but to my
bed. Now let’s go see the kids and then I’ll let you finish . . . . .I love
you.” he smiled and reached for her hand, holding it tightly up to the
doors, “Are you ready?”
She couldn’t speak, her nerves were taking over so she nodded and
smiled at him, falling more in love with him than she ever thought
possible.
John opened the door and led her inside, he could see the kids, all
talking and laughing until the heard the door open, then they all turned
toward the door in hushed anticipation. Doc stood there with tears in
her golden eyes, afraid to move but excited to see her children all
together and happy. John watched the emotions wash over her face,
he could only stand there with her, his hands holding hers. Sami and
Belle made the first move at the same time, both yelling “Mom” and
running toward her. That was all it took, Marlena’s sobs grew louder
and she rushed to her daughters, her arms out, reaching for them.
The three of them stood hugging and crying. Marlena rubbing their
golden locks and whispering, “Shhh my baby girls. It’s ok, it’s ok. I’m
back home and nothing is going to take me away again. Oh I love
you.” Sami and Belle both crying how they had missed her and
needed her, how glad they were to have her back.
John walked over to Phillip and picked up Claire, “Can I take her to
her Grandmother?”, he asked and smiled as Phillip quickly handed the
baby girl over. John walked over with her to Marlena, he couldn’t wait
to see her in Marlena’s arms, “Hey Doc, here’s another little girl who
really wants to see you.”
Marlena pulled away and turned toward John, her tears started again
as she saw Claire in his arms, “Oh my baby girl” she smiled and
looked at Belle, “She’s beautiful . . . . so beautiful. . . .May I hold her,
please?”
“Of course you can Mom, you are her Grandmother. Now quit asking
me such silly questions and go get your Granddaughter” Belle laughed
and turned to Sami, both of them so glad to have their Mom back.
Marlena walked over to John, “She looks just like Belle when she was
a little girl” she smiled, her eyes still filled with tears, “Here baby girl,
come to your Grandma” she laughed and reached for Claire, holding
her close and kissing the golden curls, whispering her love for this
small child. Her heart melted when she felt John’s arm wrap around
her waist, holding her tightly to him, “She looks just like her
Grandmother. I love you Doc.”
“I love you too. I’m so glad you talked me into coming here so quickly,
I would have hated to miss this.” she smiled and mouthed ‘thank you’
at him as everyone else came over to welcome her home. Carrie gave
her the news of her pregnancy and this made Marlena cry even more,
happy tears, she was so glad she was back to witness this.
John and Marlena sat with their small family and had a nice long
dinner. Everyone was laughing and talking, updating Marlena on what
had happened while she was ‘away’. All of them making plans for their
future now that they had her back home. Finally it was time for all the
children to leave, Belle and Phillip left first, they had to take Claire
home to bed. Then Sami, Austin, Carrie and Lucas left, all hugging
Marlena bye and welcoming her back home. John shut the door and
locked it behind them, walking back to Marlena who was still sitting at
the table, a huge smile on her face, “How are you doing Doc?”
“I’m perfect. Just perfect” she looked up at him and motioned for him
to come sit by her, “I’m so thrilled to see all the children doing so well,
even Sami seems to be on the way to doing better. And Claire, oh my,
I just can’t get over how much she looks like Belle did at that age. Oh
John” she started crying again and stood up, walking over and sitting
on his lap, lying her head on his shoulder, “I’m so glad to be home. I’m
so thankful that you loved me enough to rescue me once again. I’m
just so happy.”
“Then please stop crying” he laughed and tickled her side, “I love you
Doc, what do you say about getting out of here and to bed. It’s been a
long emotional day and I don’t want to overwhelm you.”
“You are so sweet to me. Please take me to bed.” she smiled and
kissed him, “I mean. . . . . I want you . . . .oh John” she couldn’t even
think as his lips wandered over her skin, down her face finding her
neck, “Please” she whispered and arched her neck, giving him more
skin to torment, her hands tightning in his hair and holding him to her,
“I want you John. I’ve missed you, missed this”
John stopped his kisses and looked up at her lust filled eyes, “I’ve
missed you so Doc, I want to make love to you.”
“Let’s go, take me to bed baby” she smiled and climbed off his lap,
reaching for his hand, pulling him flush against her, “I love you John.”
“I love you” he walked them out the door and to the limo, sliding in and
pulling her in on his lap, “I want you Doc.”
“You have me”, she whispered and started moving her hands over his
chest, “I’ve missed touching you, you feel so good” her sexy voice was
driving him crazy, she moaned and placed a wet kiss on his neck, “I
can’t wait to have your hands on me, your mouth on me . . . . . to have
you inside of me” she started kissing her way to his chest, her hands
unbuttoning his shirt, “Oh baby you taste so good” her lips finding his
nipple, smiling when she heard him moan and felt his hands grab onto
her.
John closed his eyes and was lost in the feelings of Marlena. She was
so good with her mouth. He had almost forgotten how easy it was for
her to seduce him. Once she started, she always got her way, and he
always got her. He loved this side of her, the sexy siren that she kept
hidden from the rest of the world. Everyone else knew her as the good
Doctor Evans. Only he knew that she loved sex. Only he had brought
out this side of her, none of her other husbands had awaken the
passion. This erotic woman belonged only to him. He knew where she
liked to be touched, to be kissed. He knew how hard she liked it when
he made love to her. How she always cried out for more, for him to go
harder and deeper. He loved to hear those words coming out of her
sophisticated mouth. It turned him on.
Marlena was busy trying to remove his boxers, she needed to taste
him, to have him hard in her mouth. Oh she was so wet just thinking
about him making love to her. Just as she started to slide his boxers
down his legs, the limo driver called out over the speaker, “Mr. Black,
we have reached the Salem Inn.”
“Damn!” she sat up and looked at him, her hazel eyes flashing with
passion and anger at being stopped, “I don’t want to stop John. I want
you now.”
“This will only take a minute Doc, trust me, it will be worth waiting to
get inside, then we can take as long as we want” he smiled that she
was still pouting, “we can be as loud as we want”, she started to smile,
“I can make love to you as many times as I want” that did it, she
started helping him get dressed and was laughing.
“Then can you please hurry up and help me? Please baby, I want to
get inside as quickly as possible.” she licked her lips and helped him
button his shirt.
John let her finish and then pulled her to him, “I want to get inside you
as soon as possible” he attacked her mouth, his tongue taking
everything she gave him and more.
They finished rearranging their clothes and kissed one last time before
leaving the limo. Holding hands, they kept looking at each other,
anticipating the nights events. Both ready to be reconnected in their
love, body and soul. Ready to express their love as only John and
Marlena Black could do.
~~~
Marlena walked in the room, quickly sitting her purse down and
kicking off her shoes. This made John start laughing. She turned to
him, “What?”
“I’m glad some things never change.” he walked over to her, placing
his arms around her, “That is something you’ve always done, as soon
as you come home at night, off came the shoes. It’s good to have you
home again Doc” he leaned, his lips touching hers, “I love you Doc.”
“I love you” she opened her mouth and let her tongue trace his lips,
then dip inside his mouth. Her hands clutched his face, holding him to
her, her body grinding into his, feeling his hardness against her
softness, igniting his desire. His hands fighting to rid her of her
clothes, his body shaking with raw lust. His hands found her naked
breast and molded it to fit his hand, causing goosebumps to erupt over
her body. She came up for air and looked into his sapphire eyes,
seeing the passion made her wet and warm, “I need you” she
whispered and closed her eyes as she felt his lips cover her neck.
“I’m going to make love to you now Doc. I’m going to remind you how
much I love you . . . . .how much you love me . . . . how much we
belong together”, he stood before her and removed the rest of their
clothes and laid her down on the bed, “I want you Doc . . . . I want you
so much” he crawled over her golden body, poised at her entrance.
“You have me John. I have always been yours . . . always will be
yours” she arched up into him, “please make love to me” she pleaded,
her hands clawing into his back, her body begging for his.
John slid into her, feeling her tightness enfold him, she was so hot, so
wet and ready for him. He remained still, waiting for her body to adjust
to his size after so long a time apart, when he felt her legs wrap
around him, urging him on, he pulled out and slowly thrust back in.
Marlena moaned loudly, “Oh John”. He increased his rythym, her body
meeting his thrust for thrust, “Harder John . . . . .deeper”
John rolled her over on her hands and knees, and entered her quickly,
this way he could ram into her harder and deeper, just the way she
liked it. He closed his eyes at the sensations of being inside her again,
she was so tight and to feel her body wrapped around him was more
than he could stand, “Doc, I’m cumming” he moaned, and started
slamming into her, the sounds of their bodies hitting together filled the
room.
She felt her body begin to quake around his, “Yessssssss”, she
screamed as she came around him, her juices covering him. He
exploded at the same time and fell on his side, rolling her with him,
spooning her back against him, holding her tight.
He held her in his arms while their breathing and heartbeats calmed
down, enjoying holding her after making love, he had always loved
this time together, “Doc, I’m sorry”
“Sorry? What on earth could you be sorry for?” she leans up and
stares in his eyes, still amazed at how handsome he is, “We just made
the most perfect love and your apologizing to me, you are going to
have to explain because I’m not following you.”
“I wanted this to be special. To take our time and have our first time
together after so long, I wanted it to be romantic and breathtaking.” he
closed his eyes.
Marlena rolled over to face him, “John Black look at me” she
demanded, placing her hands on his face forcing him to look at her, “I
don’t know about you but that was so special to me. It was perfect . . .
.romantic . . . . passionate . . . . . I just love you John. If I remember
correctly, there were times in the past when we made sweet slow love
and there were other times where we just . . . . well, you know we just
. . . .” she looked away, she couldn’t believe she was blushing after all
they had experienced together.
“What? Times when we what?” he smiled, knowing what she meant
but wanting to hear her say those words.
“Fucked! Times when we fucked.” she gave her most seductive smile,
and spoke in her husky sexy voice, “Times when the lust was so
strong for each other that we had to have each other – then and there.
There was no need for candles and romance, we just needed to make
mad passionate hot sweaty dirty sex!” she giggled, “And I think that’s
what we just did. And I enjoyed it. I also remember that in the past that
once a night was usually never enough for us, so I’ll make you a deal.”
John smiled, he loved having the playful sexy Marlena back, “What
kind of deal?”
“Well, if you’ll let me rest a few minutes and hold me in you arms.
Then you can order some us some wine. And after that, I’ll let you
make slow sweet love to me.” she smiled and kissed his lips, her
tongue tracing his bottom lip, “Well? Do we have a deal?”
“Yes, I’ll quit apologizing.” he deepened the kiss, his tongue finding
every crevice in her mouth, biting her lip lightly as he pulled back,
“And yes, we have a deal. I couldn’t pass up an offer like that.”
“Good! I just love getting my way. Don’t I?”
John threw his head back laughing, “Yes, you have always like to
have your way and most of the time I let you have your way.” he
pulled her back to him, their faces almost touching, looking deep into
one anothers eyes, “And for the record, that was the most erotic, earth
shaking, wild sex we ever had. You are still a goddess, both in and out
of bed. I just love you Doc”
“Well, your not so bad yourself Mr. Black” she smiled, the her eyes
started tearing up, “John, what are we going to do?”
“Doc, what’s wrong? What is it baby?” he was worried, one minute she
was laughing and smiling, the next she was in tears.
“We aren’t married any more. It just hit me when I called you Mr.
Black, that I’m no longer your wife. I don’t like that. I want to be your
wife, I want us to get married again as soon as possible.” she pleaded,
her eyes begging him.
“Doc, I can assure you that there is nothing more important in the
world than making you my wife again. I have Shane and the ISA
checking the legal records in Colorado to see what he can find on you
and Alex.” he wiped her tears with his thumb, “And I think you and I
need to do some research ourselves. We have always made a great
team and who else can better solve this mystery than us?” he smiled
at her, loving her more every minute.
“Your right. As soon as we figure out what happened in the past, then
we can get married. Again!” she started smiling, her eyes twinkling
with mischief, “Now, back to our earlier conversation. Why don’t you
show how sweet and seductive you wanted to make love to me.” she
whispered, her lips brushing his, “Then we can start working on
getting our life back tomorrow. Right now, I just want to be with you.”
John groaned and rolled her over, “I love you Doc. Let’s take it slower
this time, let me love you.”
~~~
Marlena awoke the next morning with a huge smile on her face,
stretching her long legs and reaching for John, jumping when she
didn’t find him next to her, “John” she called for him and sat straight up
in the bed.
John was just stepping out of the bathroom when he heard her calling
for him, “Doc, I’m here baby. How are you feeling this morning?”
She smiled at the sight of him, “Fine now that you are here, what are
you doing getting out of bed without waking me?”
“I was just in the restroom.” he laughed, “Do you want me to order up
breakfast? Or get dressed and go out and eat?”
“Hmmmm” she sighed, leaning back in his arms, “If it means leaving
the comfort of your arms, neither. I just want to lay here with you all
day.” she started laughing as her stomach grumbled, “but it looks like I
need to eat something.”
John joined her laughter, “It’s so nice to hear you laughing again Doc.
It’s so nice to have you back with me again too. Why don’t we go out
and eat something and while we are out, we can find a realtor to get
started on finding us a new house. That way, maybe by the time we
get back from Colorado and finding out about your past, we will have a
new home when we get married. What do you think?”
Marlena sat up and looked at him, staring into his beautiful blue eyes,
“I think you are wonderful” she kissed him softly, “And I think you have
the most wonderful ideas. I just love you so.” she laid down on him,
lying her head on his chest and sighing, “I’m so ready to find out what
happened and get on with our life. I’m so ready to be your wife again.”
“So am I baby, so am I. Let’s go take a shower and then go get you
some food.” John jumped out of bed and grabbed her hand, “Come
on, do you realize how long it’s been since we’ve taken a shower
together?”
“Too long. I’ll race you there!” she screamed and took off running
toward the bathroom with John right on her heels.
John reached her before she could turn on the water and backed her
in the corner of the shower, “I want you again Doc” he whispered and
attacked her neck.
Marlena stood there with her back against the cold tiles and his hot
body grinding on hers, his hot lips trailing across her skin, “Oh John”
was all she could utter, her mind lost on all but the feeling of him with
her . . . . . his mouth tasting her skin, his chest pressed against her
breast, his hand pulling her thighs around him, his hardness entering
her. He was so hard against her smoothness, so manly, so freakin
hot.
“Doc, open your eyes and look at me” he demanded, “I want you to
watch me while I’m fucking you. I want you with me.”
She opened her hazel eyes and was surprised by the fiery lust in his
blue eyes, his words sending chills down her spine, “I’m with you.
Please . . . . . Oh John . . please!” she screamed as he stopped
moving.
“Please what? Tell me what you want Doc. Tell me how you want me
to fuck you.” he was forcing her to open up to him, his eyes begging
her to give herself completely to him.
“Fuck me hard baby, oh please just fuck me hard!” she moaned as
she slid her nails down his back, locking her legs around him and
riding his hard body. Her golden eyes burning with passion, her face
flushed, “Oh that’s it baby . . . . . . harder!” she threw her head down
on his shoulder, biting and sucking on his neck.
John started bucking into her, knowing she was with right there with
him. When he felt her tighten around him and her body start to quake,
he slammed into once more and they both exploded, holding on to
one another to keep from falling.
Marlena stood there with her legs wrapped around him, the water
turning cooler, splashing on their bodies, “John . . . . the water’s
getting cold” she whispered, still trying to catch her breath. John
helped her stand and turned the water off, “I’ll be right back baby” he
kissed her quickly and left her standing their, her body still shaking
from the intense orgasm she just had. Her mind still reeling from the
joy of being reunited with John, she loved him so much.
“Here we are” he opened the shower door and reached for her hand,
pulling her to him, wrapping her body in a huge towel. She stood there
as he dried her off, his hands removing all the water from her body,
his mouth leaning in to kiss hers, “I love you Doc.”
“You are so sweet to me.” she smiled, returning his kisses, “But John,
honey, if you don’t stop touching me and kissing me, we are never
going to eat” she laughed as he tried to pout, pushing his bottom lip
out at her, “I promise” she kissed his bottom lip, “If you are a good
boy, I’ll bring you back here and take you straight to bed. This time, I
get to make love to you.” she murmured in his ear.
She doubled over laughing at the lecherous look that crossed his face.
“Fine, I’m going to hold you to that Doc. Now let’s get dressed and go
eat. I’ve worked up quit an appetite.” he turned on his heel and left the
room in all his naked glory leaving Marlean to wish that she had shut
up and let him make love to her again. She rushed after him, “Hey,
Sailor, slow down, I’m enjoying the view from back here” she leered at
him, “Maybe we could just order in?”
John smiled and turned toward her, he reached for his boxers and
slowly slid them up his legs, his eyes never leaving hers. He could see
her face flush with passion, her eyes heavy as she watched him dress
for her.
“Oh my” she cooed and stepped closer, “Here baby, let me help you
with that” she removed his shirt from his hands and helped him into it,
she leaned down and started buttoning the bottom buttons, kissing her
way up his chest before it was covered with the black shirt. “This is
very erotic John. I never knew that watching you get dressed could
turn me on almost as much as watching get undressed” she laced her
arms around his neck and pulled his face down to hers, “I love you.”
He slowly traced her mouth with his tongue, his hands removing the
towel that covered her body, rubbing her back and shoulders. He
began walking her backwards toward the closet and stopped when he
felt her back hit the wall, “Stay right here Doc” he whispered and went
inside, returning in a minute with her clothes. He slid her silk panties
up her legs, his hands following the matieral up her inner thight,
stopping short of her mound.
Marlena leaned against the wall, her eyes closed and her breast
heaving up and down, she was so turned on by the feel of his hands
dressing her. Only John could turn a simple act of getting dressed into
an act of seduction.
He helped them both finish dressing and he had to physically restrain
himself from ripping her clothes off of her again and fucking her
against the wall.
“John . . . . I want you . . .Oh” her body on fire for him.
“Doc, please. . . . .do you want to eat today or make love?” he sighed,
his body still shaking with desire, he closed his eyes, hoping that if he
didn’t see her that he could control his lust.
“Both!” she moaned, “Can’t we do both?”
He smiled and opened his eyes, he knew she would be standing their
with her bottom lip out, pouting, hoping to get her way, and he was
right. He traced his finger over her lips, knowing if he actually kissed
her, that it would be a long time before they ever ate.
Marlena trembled as she felt his touch on her mouth, she reached up
and grabbed his hand, holding him there. Her tongue slid out and
barely touched his finger, she felt his reaction when his hand started
shaking.
“Doc. . . . .” he tried to talk, but stopped suddenly when he felt her
mouth wrap around his finger, sucking it in her mouth, her tongue
twirling around the tip, both of them wishing it was his dick she was
sucking instead of his finger.
Marlena opened her eyes and was shocked to those blue eyes
burning into her, she opened her mouth and licked her lips, “John,
order room service. . . . order strawberries” she smiled as she saw his
eyes light up from memories of them in the past, “I had a memory last
night. . . . . I want us to recreate that memory.” she smiled and leaned
into him, her lips barely touching his, “Tell them to send a lot of
berries, we are going to need them” she winked and stepped away
from him.
~~~
John called room service and turned to find his love. He saw her
sitting in the chair by the window and started toward her, “Stop! John,
don’t come any closer to me.”
He froze, confusion on his face as he heard her request, “What is it
Doc?” he took another step toward her.
“Don’t!” she jumped, “Please baby, just trust me. Sit in the chair over
there” she pointed to the chair at the opposite side of the room, “Until
the food gets here, we are going to play things my way. John, do you
want me?” she licked her lips, anticipating his answer.
“More than ever.” he growled, “Let me come over there and I’ll show
you how much”
“No! I want to tell you about my dreams last night. My dreams of our
past, do you want to hear about them John?” she questioned, hoping
he would want to.
“Of course I do Doc, I’m here for you, just let me come sit with you,
please?” he needed to be close to her.
“John, if you come over here, you’ll end up touching me and then I’ll
never get to talk to you” she smiled at him, her eyes glowing with love,
“You know how we are when we’re around each other. I’ll let you
move your chair closer, but no touching.”
“Thank you Doc” he flashed her a grin and moved his chair closer to
her, but not within touching distance, “Is this good?”
“Hmmmm” she nodded her head, “You know that I have most of my
memories back, and others are still coming to me. Some of it’s unclear
and out of order still, but it’s starting to make sense. I just wanted to
tell you about my dreams last night, well they were really memories
but I wanted to tell you” she looked up at him, seeing nothing but love
staring back at her, “A few of these are still fuzzy, so I may need your
help in figuring out all of the details. I have seen this one vision
several times, even when I was with Alex and didn’t know what it
meant. I way lying on top of you, both of us were naked and hot. . . . . .
our sweaty skin sliding together, our mouths fused together. the
passion was so thick”, she reached up and touched her neck, her
fingers absently tracing a path down her skin, imagining his fingers on
her body, “There was a fire in the background, we were so much in
love, so ready to make love again. I reached down and picked up a
strawberry and brought it to your lips, but stopped you before you
could bite the fruit, I then dipped my fingers in the cream and brought
them to your lips, smearing the cream over your mouth, mixing with
the fruit. I leaned in and helped you lick the juice and cream off your
face, off your lips, tasting it in your mouth” she was staring at him, her
dark eyes filled with love and lust.
John was ready to explode, ready to make love to her and never stop.
He started to move from the chair when there was a knock on the
door. “Just in time” he sighed, knowing he couldn’t have taken any
more of her tormenting.
Marlena smiled, she knew he wanted to make love as much as she
did. She watched him close the door and turn to her with a tray in his
hand. He passed her and sat the tray on the table, removing the cover
and the top to the champagne, “Come on Doc, let’s have a toast.”
“What shall we toast?” she winked, “What about a long and
prosperious life? No, no, no, what about one of Shawn’s old Irish
toasts?” she laughed and stood behind him, her body flush against
his, her arms wrapping around his waist, “I have the perfect toast, “To
- To our love, our new beginning” she kissed a trail up his back,
covering his neck with wet kisses.
“Ohhh Doc” he moaned, “I love you” he reached down, unwrapping
her hands, “Come around here and get your drink” he pulled her to
stand in front of him and handed her a glass, “Here’s to us. To John
and Marlena, to our love, our past, our present, our future and our new
beginning” he tapped her glass with his and let the liquid cool his
throat. He stared at her over the rim, her hazel eyes dancing with
golden flakes of mischief, “What? What are you up to Doc?”
She laughed, “It’s time for the strawberries” her eyes capturing his,
holding his stare with hers, “I want to show you what I remember. I
want to have that same passion, that same longing and need I felt that
night. John, I want you” she sat her glass down and slowly slid up to
him, her hands reaching for his face and holding it gently in her palms,
“I love you”, she started nibbling on his mouth, her tongue tracing his
lips, seeking entrance to his.
He pulled back, “Here baby, do you want a strawberry?” he smiled at
her, as he reached down, placing a large red berry in the cream.
“Oh yes, I want a strawberry” she purred, her lucious red lips parting,
the tip of her tongue waiting on the fruit, she placed her hand around
his and helped him guide the berry to her lips, her tongue sneaking
out and licking some of the cream before biting the fruit, her eyes
never leaving his, “Hmmmmm.”
He watched her perfect mouth chew the fruit, the juices and cream
mixing together in her mouth, some escaping out on her lips, he
leaned in and started licking her lips, cleaning the stickiness off her
mouth. He felt her hands on his chest, pushing him back, he opened
his eyes and stared at her.
“My turn” she whispered, “tet me show you how it’s done” she dipped
her berry in the cream, covering it in the heavy cream, and brought it
to his lips, running the cream over his mouth, “Open up baby.”
He bit the berry, sending juice running down his chin, her mouth was
there quickly lapping up the sweet trail, kissing his lips, his chin, down
his neck. He tangled his hands in her blonde locks and pulled her face
to his, his mouth covering hers, sharing the taste of the fruit with her.
Marlena dropped the berry and wrapped her arms around his neck,
holding him to her as their mouths explored one another. She
released him and pushed him back on the bed, laughing at the
surprised look on his face, “Let me try something else baby” she
smiled, and picked up the bowl of berries and cream, sitting them on
the bed beside of John, “Now, just lie back and enjoy. I want to taste
more of you.” she crawled up his body, her legs straddling his.
He raised his hands over his head, locking his hands around the bed
posts, if she wanted control, he was going to try his best to let her do
this. He usually couldn’t take it long after she had him so worked up,
most nights he would end up losing control, flipping her over and
fucking her hard, until they both had the most intense orgasm. His
mind went blank and he groaned loudly as he felt her hands pulling his
boxers down his legs, her nails trailing down his inner thighs, “Doc” he
moaned and arched his body off the bed.
“That’s it baby, just relax and let me give you pleasure. Let me make
love to you.” she whispered and dipped her fingers in the cream, she
trailed them down his rock hard penis, and moaned as felt the cool
cream touch his hot skin, hearing him moan was turning her on, “Do
you like that baby?” Her only response was a muffled moan as she
placed her mouth around the tip of him, her tongue tasting the cream
and the precum. This made them both moan, his hands left the
headboard and tangled in her blond hair, holding her mouth on him,
“Oh Doc that feels so good.” This made her increase her pressure,
she was determined to make him cum using her mouth, she wanted to
taste him when he exploded in her mouth.
~~~
Marlena laid in bed beside John, her head resting on his chest. She
was so happy to be back with him again, she still couldn’t belive how
easily he accepted what had happened, how eager he was to help her
regain all of her memories and how much he loved her. She was so
blessed to have him loving her. Her mind started racing, wondering
what they would find when they began the search for her past. She
would hope for the best and expect the worst, there was no telling
what evil Alex had created in her life, just thinking of Alex made cold
chills run over her body, she shivered and rolled closer to John, her
arms holding him to her.
John was just waking up and he could feel her body shaking, could
feel her arms tightning around him, “What’s wrong Doc? What are you
thinking about baby?” his hand stroked her blonde locks, trying to
soothe her fears.
“Alex. I was trying to figure out what we would find when we look into
my past with Alex. What if it is really horrible John? How am I going to
handle that?” raising up on her elbow, looking into his face, her eyes
tearing up again, “What if it’s so bad that I get amnesia again?”
John sat up against the headboard, pulling her over on his lap, “Doc,
I’m going to be with you every step of the way. I’ll be holding your
hand through everything we find. I promise that I’ll do everything in my
power to help you find out your past with Alex and then help you move
on to your future with me. Do you trust me baby?” his blue eyes
pleading with her, needing her to trust in their love.
Marlena started crying again, the tears falling down her face, “I do. I
do trust you John, I love you so much” she leaned in and gently kissed
his lips, “I also know that I couldn’t get through any of this without you,
without your love. You mean everything to me baby, everything.” she
threw her arms around his neck and let him comfort her, the feeling of
his arms rubbing her back, his lips kissing her hair, his words of love
whispered in her ear, oh how she loved this man.
John held her until she quit crying, he tried to soothe away her fears
as best he could, “Doc, do you want to go look at the house now? Or
would you rather wait until we get back from Colorado? What ever you
want baby, you just let me know what you feel most comfortable
doing.”
“I’m ready to start my life with you” she crawled off his lap and stood
up, “Ohhh John, my legs are killing me. You can tell we haven’t been
together in a while, my whole body is sore, relaxed but sore” she
grinned.
“Are you complaining?” he smiled as he got out of bed and walked
over to her, his leg feeling the same from all their love making in the
last two days, “Oh, I know what you mean” he laughed, maybe we
should have taken things slower.” he whispered, wrapping his arms
around her again. Blue eyes locked with hazel eyes, both shining with
love, they shook there heads at the same time, “No way! It’s so worth
being a little tired, don’t you think?” she asked.
“That’s a fact baby. Let’s go look at the house and walk around a little,
work out all of the sore muscles” he winked, “That way, by the time we
get back here, we’ll be ready to go again.” they both started laughing
and getting dressed. It was so nice to be able to laugh again, to be
happy with each other.
John was sitting on the chair, calling the realtor as Marlena finished
getting ready. When she walked out of the bathroom she stopped
abruptly, once again struk by how handsome he was, “Are you ready
Sailor?”
“I am. Let’s go. That was the realtor, she has 2 houses for us to look at
today. We’ve never done this together before, this is going to be fun.”
he reached for hand and walked out the door.
“I know. In fact, I have never looked at a new house. When I left
college, I came to Salem and stayed in an apartment with a girlfriend.
Then I married Don and he already had a house, same with Roman.
You bought me the penthouse as a gift, so I have never looked for a
home to purchase. This time, we get to pick out something that is
perfect for us. Just the two of us!” she grinned.
*** Hours later ***
“John, I can’t believe we just bought a house, our very own house. I’m
so excited” she threw her arms around his neck and kissed his mouth,
oh how she loved kissing his mouth, “Can we really stay here
tonight?”
“Yes, we don’t have a bed, but we can camp out in the bedroom. Let’s
go buy a tent and some sleeping bags. We can spend the first night in
our new house.” he smiled, his heart swelled as seeing her so happy,
“I can’t wait for the kids to see this place.”
“I know, it’s huge. We really don’t need all of these bedrooms, but it
will be nice to have rooms for the children if they ever want to spend
the night. I mean, we could invite half of Salem over to sleep with us in
this mansion.” she let go of his neck and swirled around, “I never
thought I would want to live so close to Victor Kiriakis, but he’s far
enough away and I don’t expect him to drop in to borrow a cup of
sugar.” she laughed, “Let’s go shopping baby. I want to hurry back to
our new home.”
John followed her lead, he would do anything to keep this smile on her
face. They went to Salem Place and bought all the necessary items to
sleep overnight. He had made arrangements for them to fly to
Colorado tomorrow to start their journey into Marlena’s past. He hoped
they could solve this quickly and begin their new life together.
Back in their new home, they were sitting in the floor by the fireplace,
roasting marshmallows, “Doc, I don’t really think this qualifies as a
nutritious dinner” he laughed as yet another marshmallow fell off her
stick, “Here, let me help you baby. You never were any good in the
kitchen.”
“John!” she stuck out her bottom lip and pouted, “I never knew you
wanted to sleep with Betty Crocker.” she winked, “and besides, I do
remember us feeding each other marshmallows in the penthouse, you
didn’t complain about my lack of culinary skills that night” she leaned
over to him, “feed me baby” she whispered, her golden eyes flashing
with hunger.
“Doc, you have much more interesting talents. Who needs a cook, we
can always order in!” his hands caressed her face, “I love you” he
placed the half burnt marshmallow to her lips, “Open up, I guarantee
this is the best marshmallow in history.”
“Ummmmm” she moaned around the hot goo in her mouth, and
closed her eyes as she felt his tongue licking the stickiness off her
lips. She opened her mouth and deepend the kiss, her tongue
searching for his, her hands holding his face, “What do you say we
stop playing around and make love in our new house? We have all
these new rooms that have to be tried out . . . . . which room do you
want to start in first?” she laughed softly as she stood up and started
slowly removing her clothes, “Come on John, I want to make love in
our new house, please baby?” she stuck her bottom lip out and
smiled, shaking her ass a little in his direction.
“Doc, your killing me . . . ” he groaned as he watched her strip tease
act, “Get over here and let me make love to you now. We can start
here and work our way through the house” he quickly removed his
shirt, “Come on over here baby, let me show you how much I want
you, how much I need to be inside of you right now.” he stood up and
removed his jeans, standing there in his black boxers, “You are so hot
Doc.” she was standing there in her silkly bra and panties staring at
him, “Doc? Why did you stop, don’t you want to finish taking off your
clothes?”
“No, I want you to take them off of me, I want your hands on my body,
you mouth tasting me” she whispered and lowered herself to the floor,
on her hands and knees and crawled over to him, “I want you John, I
need you inside of me.”
John fell to the floor, his arms reaching for her, his mouth attacking
hers, his hands pulling her body to his. His tongue fought hers for
control, his chest flush against her breast, he needed to feel all of her,
he reached down and tore her bra from her, lowering his mouth to her
nipple, biting lightly and pulling it in his mouth.
Marlena threw her head back, her blonde hair flowing down her back,
her body arching foward to give him more access to her nipples, she
loved the way he lavished them with his tongue, her hands clawing
into his back.
John groaned deep in his throat at the taste of her, he wanted more.
He pulled his mouth off her breast and started laying her back on the
floor, relishing in the sight of her body, she was so beautiful. His
hands grabbed her silky panties and ripped them from her body,
causing her to gasp, her eyes opened and were full of raw passion,
“Now John, I need you now.” she moaned, her body shaking with
want.
He crawled over her, straddling her body, her hands moving over her
slowly, “I love you Doc.” he whispered and slid inside of her, his iron
into her velvet warmth, then stopped, waiting on her body to adjust to
him. When he felt her hips arch into his, he pulled out slowly and
slammed into her, causing them both to moan. John started ramming
into her, hard and fast, trying to get into her as deep as possible. He
wanted to feel her body wrapped around him, to know that she was all
his.
Marlena met him thrust for thrust, her legs wrapped around his back,
her hands gripping into his back, “More . . . . . I need more” she
moaned, her body quaking.
“Look at me Doc, I need to see you” he whispered, his face above
hers, he needed her with him. Her golden eyes opened and were met
by the shocking passion in his blue eyes. She was amazed at how
much love she could see in him, all for her, “I love you John” she
raised up, her mouth open, eager, wanting to taste him. He kissed her
lips, hard, with so much passion. His teeth nipping, nibbling at her lips,
his tongue stroking between them.
Their souls merged into one, their bodies joined, moving together, the
rythm instinctive and passionate. When she reached the edge and fell,
he jumped over with her, both screaming through their climax. She felt
her body go limp and he immediately wrapped himself around her,
holding her tightly, keeping her safe and warm. He could feel her body
shudder beneath him, could feel her breathing relax and he rolled to
his side, bringing her with him, “I love you Doc. I want to hold you
forever in my arms. Feel your heart beating with mine, feel you loving
me always.”
He brought tears to her eyes, he felt the same as she did, their love
was everlasting, overwhelming, “I do love you John, always and
forever. Hold me my love, hold me all night and never let me go” she
whispered her lips brushed his, “I want to stay this content, this
relaxed . . . . . to feel this loved for the rest of our days together. You
make me so happy, oh my . . . . . . . I just love you so much” she
pressed her mouth against his, pouring all of her emotions into it, her
arms holding tightly to him, to keep herself from slipping away.
John deepened the kiss, returning the passion and love, responding
with every emotion he had in his body. So many feelings for this
woman. He wanted only to fill himself with her, to drown in her love,
“Doc” he couldn’t catch his breath, “I . . . .” his words cut off by her
mouth, her tongue tracing his lips.
“I know baby, I know how you feel” she brushed his lips again, “I know
because I feel the same way. Your heart feels the same way I do, your
body feel the same passion as mine, we belong together. Our love is
so strong, so pure . . . . . we are truly soulmates” she smiled and
placed her forehead against his.
“I love you Doc, always have, always will” he brushed her lips once
more and pulled her down to him, he needed to have her close to him,
holding her all night.
“Sweet Dreams my love.” she snuggled into his warm embrace.
“Marlena, as long as you are with me, I will always have sweet
dreams.” the lovers closed their eyes and fell asleep in their new
home, ready for their new journey together to begin.
The Jarlena Journal 