Marlena was lying in bed trying to fall asleep. She was so lonely without John next to her. She always had a hard time sleeping when he wasn’t holding her in his arms. These last few weeks had been so hard between her and John. Roman had come back and turned their lives upside-down. He had amnesia and thought that he and Doc had never been divorced, and that she had never cheated on him. Roman also was very sick and the doctors told them that any unnecessary stress might cause him to have a stroke and die.
Why did he have to be so sick? Marlena thought to herself. I can’t do this much longer. Every night she had to think of a way to get out of having sex with Roman. Most nights she would just pretend that she was asleep when he came in the room. Tonight was no different. She was no where near being asleep, not without John there.
As she lay there in bed her mind started to drift. She started thinking about the only thing she ever thought about….John. He had seemed so upset with her these past couple of days. He hated the fact that he was forced to move out of his house with her. Even in the short moments that they had alone all they seemed to do was fight. This morning when she ran into him at the hospital he started to kiss her, but then saw Roman turn the corner behind her, he just said bye and walked away. That hurt her heart so much. This is tearing her up inside. She doesn’t want to hurt Roman and possibly kill him, even though this situation is killing her!
She started to think about how sexy John looks when he is mad. The veins that pop out on his neck make her so hot. The best sex they have ever had has been an after fight sex. Marlena found herself getting very wet as she lay under the sheets thinking about the last time her and John had sex. How she so desperately wanted him to be there right now touching her and fucking her. He always knew exactly how she liked it. She stared to become very horny. She needed some kind of release, so she started teasing her very hard nipples while her other hand applied pressure to her clit. She had to be very quite and somewhat still so she would not wake up Roman who was sleeping beside her. Anyway he was heavily medicated so the chances of him waking up were slim.
Meanwhile…..John was lying in bed at the Salem Inn, where he was being forced to sleep. He had so many mixed emotions, he loved Roman like a brother, and didn’t want to hurt him, but he couldn’t just let him come in and take Marlena away. Even if he was sick, and he thought he was still married to her. He remembered this morning how he tried to surprise Doc and take her out to lunch, and tell her how he was so sorry for fighting with her. He wanted to spend some alone time with her and just love her. His special plans for the day we ruined once again by the one and only fucking Roman. Could he not be by her side for one fucking minute!!!! He did feel bad for just walking away from her and not even speaking to her except for “bye” He knew how much that had hurt her. He decided that he should call her. He knew that it was late but he didn’t care. He needed her; he had to talk to her.
Marlena was very into what she was doing. She had forgotten about Roman lying next to her. She was too busy shoving her three fingers into her wet pussy thinking of John’s huge dick. She was so horny! Her other hand was going back and forth between her clit and her rock hard nipples. She was getting close to reaching her peak. She kept moaning John, John….I love you. She was so hot and so into masturbating that when the phone rang she almost fell off of the bed. She wondered who it could be but in the back of her mind she already knew the only person that it could be…John.
She tried to steady her voice and catch her breath, “Hello?” she answered, trying to hide in her voice what she had been doing. “Doc…? It’s me” he knew the sound of her voice when she was aroused. He knew how she spoke when she was horny, so it was too late. Her voice was raspy. “Oh John…HI” she said trying to gain her composure, and being so eager to talk to him. Just then Roman turned over in his sleep and mumbled “Doc….I love you.” John froze at the sound of Roman’s voice. Hearing her like this, and how out of breath she was, then hearing Roman moan only forced him to think of ONE THING…she was having sex with ROMAN. HOW COULD SHE DO THIS TO HIM? AFTER ALL THEY HAD BEEN THROUGH. THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MARRIED!!!!!! “Gotta go bye” John said as he quickly hung up the phone. He was so upset and full of rage. He threw the phone against the wall. He decided that he was not going to loose her like this. He was going to go over there confront Marlena once and for all.
Marlena was very confused. What was that all about INCLUDEPICTURE “http://www.mustangmods.com/data/7862/huh.gif” \* MERGEFORMATINET ? Then it hit her like 100,000 bricks. JOHN THINKS THAT I WAS HAVING SEX WITH ROMAN!!!!!! She knew that she could never hide the way her voice sounded from him when she was aroused. And this time had been no different. He had heard her voice, and he knew that Roman had been sleeping in his bed with her. OH MY GOD! Marlena thought. She quickly jumped out of bed went to put her shoes on. She knew what she had to do. She had to stop thinking about other people, and concentrate on her and John, which she had lacked to do for the last several weeks. She had to get to him as fast as she could, and explain to him what happened. She knew the response he was having, and she was scared of what he might do. Right when she was finished getting ready she flew down the stairs, grabbed her purse and started to walk out the door.
The whole way to the Penthouse John’s mind was moving a mile a minute. He was so pissed off and hurt. She told him how much she loved him, and how this was only going to last a little longer, how the only one she wanted was him. It was ALL A LIE!!!!! Every time she had gotten of out meeting him or spending time with him was because she wanted to be with Roman instead. She had really been in love with him all along. He didn’t know what to do!! He just had to end it face to face. He felt so betrayed, and all alone! He flew into the parking lot and raced up the stairs as fast as he could. He didn’t even bother to take the elevator. It just reminded him more of her and all the times they had been on the elevator, and been so caught up in each other that they wouldn’t even hear the doors open. Thinking of this just made things worse!
Just as Marlena flew the door open she raced out not even seeing John standing right in front of her. She world have ran right smack dab into him if he hadn’t grabbed her shoulders to steady her from falling. She was so surprised and shocked that all she could say was “JOHN!!!”
He was so furious with her. When he glanced down and saw her he had a hard time remembering why. She was wearing a tight, short silk black nightgown that clung to her every curve. Her breasts swelled over the top of the nightgown showing major cleavage. This of course was her typical sleepwear. He knew how much she loved to wear little clothing in bed. That was one of the many things that she did that made him so hot. She also had on her shoes and her purse. God, why does she have to look so damn sexy now INCLUDEPICTURE “http://www.mustangmods.com/data/7862/huh.gif” \* MERGEFORMATINET He thought trying to focus on the reason he came to see her.
Marlena was in such a state of shock. This was the last place she expected to see him was at the penthouse. She thought he would be at the pier. That was the place he always went when he was very upset. They had so many memories at the pier. So many nights she would go and find him there, and they would chat and love on each other. She loved to call that their “special place”
Marlena knew that John was beyond furious with her at this moment, with what he though was good reason. She couldn’t bring herself to look him in the eye in fear of what she might find there. She couldn’t bear to see the pain that she knew was there. Before he had a chance to say anything she spoke up, “I can explain”
This made John remember why he was there, and it broke the web that Marlena always managed to spin around him whenever she was ever near, or in a 10,000 mile radius for that matter. He was too caught up by his emotions to think rationally and try to speak to her in a civil manner. “I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME, TO US!!!!!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME.!” She jerked at the first words that came out of hid mouth. He was ready for battle, and she was the enemy. “John if you would just let me.” He didn’t even give her a chance to let a couple words out. “What?? give you a chance to tell me how you were sleeping with Roman because he is sick and how we will tell him soon, and you were just doing this to make him feel better?? THAT IS BULLSHIT!!! I am so sick of hearing you defend Roman, for god sakes Marlena now you are letting him fuck you too?? DID I MEAN THAT LITTLE TO YOU??”
Marlena was to the point of tears. She had to stop herself from letting tears just stream down her face. Crying would only make matters worse. This was such a silly misunderstanding, and if only she could get John to listen to her. She knew that there was only one way to tear the wall down he had put up between them. She had to get his attention, and she only knew on sure fire way that always made him calm down. Before John could start yelling at her again she grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him in for a very passionate kiss.
He was totally thrown off guard, this was the last thing her expected her to do. He felt her tongue intertwine with his and then shoot to the back of his throat. He tried to pull away because all he could think of was her doing this to Roman. He finally broke free, but the kiss had left both of them panting. “What the hell are you doing??” he said trying to act like her kiss had little effect on him, but she knew him way to well. She could tell that he was still livid, but was being less forceful with his words, so she decided to try it again.
This time she threw herself on him, pressing all her weight against him causing him to be pushed up against the wall. He was trapped. She kissed him again, this time a lot more powerful and lustful. She kissed him the way she did when she wanted him to fuck her. He knew this kiss all to well. He was taken aback by how forward she was being at this moment after the events of this past evening. But all thoughts about anything but her escaped his mind when he felt her knee rub up against his cock. She also started pressing her boobs, which were threatening to spill out of her nightgown, all over hid chest.
John was trying to think rationally but he couldn’t think of anything when she acted like this towards him. He couldn’t believe how easily she managed to make him forget about all his anger, and how she knew just exactly what to do to make him SO HOT!! Marlena continued her game of seduction until she knew she had him right where she wanted him. She had managed to tear down his wall and now he would be more prone to listen to her.
She slowly stepped away from John who was so dizzy from what she just did to him. She spoke up while she had the chance, knowing that John was no where near being able to speak yet. Her powers still having way to much of an affect on him. “Now John, I know what you think happened between me and Roman. And you have good reason to think that. But if you will just listen to me for a second you will realize that what you heard, and what was happening were actually two different things. Now if you will just be quite and listen without getting all upset I will explain it to you.”
John just stared at her wondering how he could of possible mistaken what her had heard going on in the room.
Marlena just looked up at him and smiled. He was so cute when his jealous side came out. He was always so protective of her and wanted to kill any guy who even glanced at her. She could tell that he was still somewhat upset, and that he was trying to hide the effects he was still experiencing from the kiss that she just gave him. She figured that she better start explaining quick before he got all worked up again.
“Alright,” she said as she took a deep breath. “What happened was just a case of bad timing. Let me tell you what was really happening upstairs.” She felt her cheeks flush, knowing what she had been doing. She wasn’t embarrassed because she knew that John liked to watch her masturbate. He loved watching her play with herself, fucking herself with her fingers until she made herself cum. He would sometimes even ask her to perform this little act, letting her do it until she was just about to cum, then he would plow himself into and would fuck her brains out. They would both emerge in very powerful orgasms that would leave them both completely spent, and completely breathless.
“Marlena??…” John asked wondering what was taking her so long to explain. He realized she was thinking about something they had done together because her face was now flushed. He grinned wondering which incident she was remembering.
“Oh sorry” she said knowing that he knew what she was thinking about. She loved that he knew her so well. “Why don’t we go have a seat on the couch?” He nodded. She shut the door behind them and followed him to the couch. She sat as close as she could to him, and slid her fingers through his, then rose up his hand and kissed it.
“Now,” she began,” John, if you think me and Roman were having sex wouldn’t he still be awake, and he wouldn’t he be down here asking me why I stopped. And he would be wondering what the hell you were doing here so late INCLUDEPICTURE “http://www.mustangmods.com/data/7862/huh.gif” \* MERGEFORMATINET Do you see Roman anywhere? John hadn’t thought about this. “No,” he said “I don’t.” “Do you know why you don’t see him??” she didn’t even give him a chance to respond. “You don’t see him because he is upstairs….ASLEEP. Just like he has been for about 3 hours now.” “Well then how did” John asked still not understanding. Marlena started laughing knowing that this was all so silly, “John when you called earlier I had been awake for some time just lying in the bed, thinking of you. You know how hard of a time I have sleeping anyway, and with you not in bed holding me, I really can’t even fall asleep.” “I haven’t been able to sleep much these past couple weeks either Doc, not without you being in my arms.” John said as he brought her into a hug. “As I was in the bed, one thought led to another, and you know how I am, even thinking your name makes me get all hot and aroused…..so that is exactly what happened I was in bed, and I started thinking about you, and us…and to say the least, I became VERY EXCITED.” John got a huge grin on his face. He loved the fact that just thinking about each other made them so horny. They could never get enough of each other. “But that still doesn’t explain…” “Well I got so excited that I knew I would really never be able to get to sleep now, so I started rubbing my clit and stroking my pussy to get off. I was sliding my fingers in and out of my dripping wet pussy dreaming about your hard dick. You just happened to call me right in the middle of it. She smiled knowing that he must have sensed that she was in need of him.
John was completely speechless, but he still didn’t understand why he had heard Roman but the Marlena piped in, “And before you say anything, you heard Roman talking in his sleep. I was making alot of noise INCLUDEPICTURE “http://www.mustangmods.com/data/7862/smiley.gif” \* MERGEFORMATINET and I guess all the noise plus me talking on the phone made him stir in his sleep. What you heard him say was in a dream he was having. That was all that happened. C’mon John, think about it, why would I want him when I could have you. You are the sweetest most loving and passionate man I have ever known. I cherish every moment we spend together, and even every moment we spend thinking about each other.”
John didn’t know what to say. He was so embarrassed that he even thought that she would cheat on him with Roman. He grabbed her into a forceful hug and said “Oh Marlena I am so sorry. I was stupid to think that you would ever do something like that. I am so sorry that I ever doubted you. I just love you so much, and I hate the fact that we are being forced to live apart.
“I know, I hate it too, we will tell him as soon as the doctors give us the thumbs up.” Marlena said sadly wanting more than anything to live with him again. John hated to see her sad and wanted to do anything to make her happy. “hey Doc…we just have to look at the bright side, me and you will just have to make more of an effort to spend time with each other, and have some alone time John said with a seductive smile as he pulled her closer and started nibbling on her ear. “Well,” Marlena replied already feeling the effects he was having on her just from his simple touch, “You’re here now, and it looks like we are alone…Roman is in DEEP sleep, and plus the medication he is on keeps him relaxed and lets him get into a nice LONG RESTFUL sleep. The chances of him waking up are VERY slim” “Thank GOD for medication!!!” John said as he grabbed the back of Marlena’s neck and pulled her mouth to his. He rewarded her with a very sexy, very long deep throat kiss. She reacted in a way that surprised John. She jumped on top of him and took control of the kiss, and started rubbing her body against him. John then realized just how horny she must have been when he called.
John pulled back for a second. He could see the lust in her eyes. He just had to ask, “My god Doc, what were you planning to do if Roman woke up and saw your little performance??” “I honestly didn’t even think about that, and I didn’t care for that matter. I was too hot thinking about you and wanting you so bad that I didn’t care who was watching. That’s how much power you have over my body. You make me so carefree and wild. I Love you so much and right now I want nothing more than for you to fuck me long and hard.”
That was all John needed, he was done talking. He wanted to make slow and passionate love to her, but when she talked to him like that he couldn’t stop himself from fucking her like a wild animal. Plus it had been awhile since they had had the chance to be together, so they were both more than ready to fuck.
John reversed orders on Marlena, who was on top, and threw her on her back on the couch. He went immediately for her nightgown, which was already falling off anyway. He was so anxious that he ripped it in the process of removing it from her body. “Sorry baby..” “I don’t care, I don’t care, just fuck me…it has been to long!” Marlena said as she started to rip John’s shirt off him. She then went directly for his buckle, and then shoved down his pants and boxers in one quick tug.
“OOHHH DOC.” Was all John could muster before
pouncing on top of her naked body. He immediately went for all her special places, knowing exactly what to do there. He wanted to make her yearn for him. To show her what she had been missing. But Marlena needed no reminder, she was instantly aroused when he started licking her ear and sucking on her earlobes, then moving down to her pleasure points on her neck. He knew she LOVED to be kissed on her neck. She loved it when he would lick it then blow hot are on it. “Does this feel good baby?” he whispered as he continued to suck on her neck, moving back and forth up to her ear, then moving her hands above her head making her only enjoy the pleasure 100 times more. “Uhhhh-huh,” Marlena mustered in more than a moan than a response. She wanted to make John feel the same pleasure she was feeling, so she raised up her foot and started rubbing it over his now rock solid cock. “My, it seems to have gotten bigger!” She said noticing how far it was sticking out. “Well if it is, it is only because the lack of me getting to put it into your pussy all the time. It missed you and wanted to make sure that this time it would leave you more satisfied.” John said laughing. “Oh well then let’s get this show on the road!!!” Marlena moaned. But John wasn’t ready for her yet. He then let go of her hands and moved them to her breasts. Her nipples were so hard they looked like silver dollars. He directly started sucking on them going back and forth between the two, driving her crazy in the act. “JJJOOOOHHHHNNN…please fuck me now. I can’t stand it anymore, I want you so bad!! Put your cock in my pussy!!!” Marlena cried. “Well, Doc I can’t….not before I do this!” and in one quick movement he was diving into her pussy tongue fucking her and going back and forth between her pussy and her clit. He couldn’t believe how wet she was, she was dripping all place. John smiled at the fact that he could still make her this free, and out of control. This was all Marlena could bear!!!! “OH!!!” she yelled knowing he was doing this to torture her. So while he was doing this she wanted to please him as well! “John…”she said trying to find the energy to speak…”PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR COCK. I WANT IT IN MY MOUTH. FUCK MY THROAT JOHN.” John at once flipped Marlena on top of his body and 69’d her.
Marlena started licking his cock, putting the whole thing in her mouth while she ran her tongue back and forth on the base. They were both in heaven.
After several minutes of this, both of them were about to explode. John knowing he couldn’t take much more said “Marlena, are you ready for the best fucking in your whole entire life. Are you ready for my throbbing cock??” Marlena could barely respond, “OH GOD YES JOHN FUCK ME, FUCK ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!”
John flipped her over and then rammed his cock into her pussy as far as it would go. “OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH” they both moaned at the impact of their bodies joining together. The both were seeing stars. John started plowing into her like a wild animal, neither one of them holding back. Marlena raised her legs up, and wrapped them around John, giving his dick better access to her pussy. “Oh john this feels so good, I have missed you so much” Marlena moaned. John loved hearing Marlena’s deep cries of passion. “I have missed you too doc, you’ll never know how much.” He could tell that she was very near an orgasm, and he knew that he couldn’t hold out much longer either” But before hey came, he wanted to tease her some more, “Now remember Doc, Roman is upstairs, so when you cum, you have to be quiet because you don’t want him to wake up.” John said laughing and he started ramming really hard into her pussy, going as deep as he possible could, knowing that drove her wild. “OH fuck it, I don’t care. Fuck Roman. All I care about is YOU. Just don’t stop… oh please don’t stop” Marlena said breathless. Feeling John inside her, going as deep as he was going was all she could take! “OH John You’re gonna make me ccccuuuuummmmm” That did it for John. The both exploded in very powerful orgasms. “OH GOD DOC! YES YES YES OOOOHHHH FUCK!!!” John yelled. “OOOHHH JOHN OH! OH! OH! IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!!!!! OH!” Marlena said while as she came.
They were both completely spent. They both just laid there holding each other in their arms. No words were needed to express the love they felt for one another. After lying there for several minutes they started to float back down from heaven. They caught their breath, but were still in awe of what they just experience. “I could stay like this forever.” Marlena said “Doc, I love you so much. You are the pure reason for my existence. Without you, I am NOTHING.” “John,” Marlena said more sure of herself than anything as she felt the reality of her life sinking back in, “I want to tell Roman, I can’t do this anymore. I can’t not be with you. You are my soul mate, it is time we put US first instead of everyone else. “Are you sure Doc?” John said surprised. “More than anything in this world. I was crazy to think I could live without you. I am tired of pretending I don’t love you and that we are nothing more than friends. We will tell Roman in the morning.” “I can’t think of anything in this world that would make me happier. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY PRETTY LADY.” He said leaning in to kiss her swollen lips. “And I love you so, and I can’t wait to start our future together.” Marlena said laying back down of top of him, knowing now that she would be able to fall asleep. John pulled her into a big hug and then grabbed the blanket that was on the back of the couch. He put it on top of them and then kissed Marlena once more before whispering in her ear, “Goodnight my sweet angel, I love you more than life itself, and you make me the happiest man on the earth.” Marlena responded as she dozed off to sleep, “I love you too, you are my knight and shinning armor, see you in our dreams. “Always.” He responded drifting off to sleep holding her in his arms.
THE END
The Jarlena Journal 
