The master bedoom developed a painful silence as John stood in the middle of the room, shock written all over his face. The only thing that could be heard was the soft cries and sniffs from Marlena, who hung her head low. John tried to find the words to express how he felt or what was going on in his mind, but in the end he couldn’t even complete a sentence.
“I’m sorry Marlena…I think I heard you wrong. Did you say this baby isn’t mine?
“You’re joking right…you have always been such a kidder.” John smiled, trying to convince himself that Marlena was simply making a cruel joke. As he looked into her eyes, they seemed to tell him something different, something he wasn’t prepared for.
“Oh honey…please believe me when I tell you that I wish this was a cruel joke…I wish to God I could just burst into giggles saying I’m joking…but…I…Can’t!”
Marlena whimpered as she placed her face in her hands. John bit his lower lip as he swung at the lamp, knocking it down off the nightstand causing Marlena to jump in fright. He reached for the door as he ran into the hallway, Marlena running right behind him, begging him to stop. John ran down the stairs like a mad man as he pulled his arm back and swung at Roman. Kate screamed as she attempted to pull John’s arm but he pushed her back, knocking her to the floor. He continued to throw massive punches to Roman, until Roman could no longer see straight. The strength that John all of a sudden possessed was out of rage and fury, as he hit Roman once more before backing up, leaving his limp body on the ground. Marlena’s scream snapped John out of his trance as he looked up at his wife, who had tears running down her face.
“Easy Marlena, careful.” John said as a lightheaded Marlena made her way down the spiral stairs. John ran up half way and grabbed her tightly just as she lost her balance, her whole body falling into his arms. John grabbed her tightly as he turned back and looked over at a bloody Roman and a shocked Kate.
“Get out of here Now!!! And don’t you come back! YOU GOT THAT!” John shouted as he picked up his wife’s weak body and carried her back upstairs.
Roman wiped the blood from his mouth and gave a sarcastic smile as he walked on out with Kate hot on his heels. John made his way in the bedroom as he placed a weary Marlena down on the bed. He rubbed her cheek with his hand as he tried to coax her to wake up but she only stirred, causing John to worry.
“Baby, come on, wake up please. Open those beautiful eyes for me, can you do that.” John spoke softly as Marlena’s eyes slowly fluttered open. “Hey there, you made me worry a little bit, Are you feeling okay?” John asked as Marlena tried to sit up but John held her down.
“No…No…just relax. Now tell me what happened when you were going down those stairs.” John asked, his voice filled with concern, no longer showing anger with the situation.
“Ohh…well I just remember you left the room in a hurry and I tried to go after you, but I began to feel nauseas and dizzy. So when I finally caught up to you, I seen that you had attacked Roman and pushed Kate,” Marlena cried as the tears dripped down her face.
”As I made my way down, I felt this overwhelming weakness and just completely blocked out, and the next thing I remember is being here now.” Marlena cried as John reached over and wiped her tears, as Marlena pushed his hand away.
“I don’t deserve you John…How could you be here showing concern for me, when I did something this horrible to you.” She cried as John reached over once again, this time caressing her cheek.
“Hey…I know that I don’t know the full story…but I truly believe that what happened was not the result of an affair, most likely something that was not your fault. You had been taken advantage of…and you may have given in but only because you were alone and vulnerable. Roman should of known better and be there as a friend instead of jumping on top of you, not concerned for you but for his own selfish reasons.” John said as Marlena tried to cut him off.
“John…no it wasn’t…” Marlena spoke as John leaned in and took her lips, quickly silencing her tearful plea. John caressed her lips with his own, sucking them in, lightly biting on the full lip and then releasing it. He pulled back from her as he looked into her eyes, a mixture of pain yet desire, glancing back at him.
“John…I am so sorry…I never meant for this to happen. There is nothing in this world that I would want more than to have another baby with you. I’m…so sorry!” Marlena cried as John placed his finger to her lips.
“Shhhh relax….look I’m not saying that I am not angry….Yes I am… just like I’m sure any other husband would be if they found out their wife was having another man’s child. But I am not upset with you, not at all…and this is not an ordinary situation either. It’s not everyday someone’s wife gets kidnapped and locked together with her ex-husband.” John smiled as Marlena let out a small laugh, impressed that her husband can have such a good humor about all of this.
“Well…John there is not a whole lot I can say to you except that I am sorry and that I never meant for this to happen. I promise you from this day forward that I will do whatever I can to make this up to you. I will move heaven and earth to make you trust me again and to try to make you happiest man alive.” Marlena smiled as she reached for John’s hand.
“Baby, just having you back here with me makes me happier than I can ever be. I also wanted to talk to you about something else that is important but I think we can talk about it later. Right now I just want to hold you, caress you, make love to you.” John whispered as he leaned down and kissed her neck, causing a moan to escape from Marlena’s lips.
“John…mmm…ohh…I don’t think we should….we aren’t…in the right…uhh…state of minds right…now.” Marlena moaned as John pulled away from her neck.
“All I want to do is be between these legs, thrusting in and out of you while I hear you scream my name, bringing you nothing but waves of pleasure.” John grunted as his hands began to unbutton her top.
John’s hands were skillfully undoing the buttons off Marlena’s top when her hand stopped him midway and she slightly pushed him away form her. John backed up from her as his face filled with confusion and annoyance.
“What’s wrong?” John asked breathless as his hands moved back to their mission but were quickly stopped once again. Tears fell from Marlena’s eyes as she sat up and adjusted her top while John let out a moan.
“What’s the problem?” John asked as Marlena got up from the bed.
“How could you ask me that? You think just because you say that your okay with me being pregnant that is doesn’t bother me. I hate the fact that I have this hanging over my head. I can’t have you making love to me while the entire time I am thinking of how I betrayed my husband and I’m a whore for doing this.” She cried as John pulled her into a hug.
“Do not say that ever again…you are not and never have been that! Look I know you are having a hard time….so am I…do you have any idea how hurt I am with the idea that you are having another man’s baby! I wanted to have a baby with you for so long…God I gave up on the fact that we would ever have another child besides Belle. And when you told me that you’re pregnant…my stomach fluttered and my heart swelled. Then you told me the news about the baby.”
“I’m sorry John…” Marlena cried as John interrupted her.
“I didn’t mention that so that you could be sorry. I just wanted you to know that I share the pain with you, I share everything with you. But if you are thinking that I am going to be a coward and just walk out on you then you have something else coming. I promised you that for better or worse, till death I will part from you, and I do believe this situation counts. I believe this is a test for our love and I intend to stay till the very end. You did the same for me when you thought I was the father of Hopes baby.” John said as small tears dripped down his face, while Marlena softly smiled as her tears continued to fall.
“John… I just don’t know what to do from here?”
“Well first we are going to have to deal with it…simple as that. And I know this child is not mine biologically, but it will be mine emotionally. I have no problem raising another child with you and definitely have no problem loving you for my entire lifetime. Look since we are talking, there is something I really need to talk to you about. I know you have been having thoughts about me and Kate.”
“No John…I understand what happened…I do really.”
“No honey let me explain….I know you may have seen a few things you didn’t like but you have to believe me when I tell you that if I knew for a second that you were alive, that would of never happened. And I don’t want Kate…I never really did but I chose to stay with her because I didn’t have you. And now that you are back, you better believe there is not woman, man, or reason in this world that will tear me away from you.” John said as he leaned forward and pulled her into his embrace. “I love you Marlena, don’t forget that.” He smiled as he took her lips once more. She gave in as his lips attacked hers, sucking the life out of them. He shoved his tongue in her mouth as he lapped it against hers erotically. She gave him her whole mouth as she placed her fingers in his hair, pulling him closer. He slowly backed her up a bit until her back came in contact with a wall, placing her hands on the wall. He moved his fingers and began to reopen her top slowly as leaned in and claimed her mouth once more. Marlena kissed him back as she felt the silk top slide down her arms, leaving her clad in a lace bra. John pulled himself away as Marlena slowly open her heavy eyes giving him a look of erotic desire.
“God…I love you…” Marlena whispered as John placed his mouth on the material covering her breast and sucked hard. She let out a whimper as John teeth tugged on her nipple through the material, trying desperately to taste her skin. He reached behind her and ripped the clasp, yanking the lacy material from her body, receiving a very loud audible gasp from his wife. He grabbed both of her breasts with his hands and pushed them together, placing his tongue in between them and licking the crevice. He then took the other breast and continued his exploration as Marlena whimpered in passion. John began tugging on her pants as he untied the silk ribbon and slowly pulled them down along with her panties. He looked up at his wife, who now had her eyes closed, and licked his lips before kneeling down in front of his wife. He made sure her back was completely against the wall as he placed her leg on his shoulder, and his hands on her hips. He licked his lips as he brought his mouth to her and placed his tongue between her slit, causing Marlena to let out an erotic moan. He took her clit in with his teeth and tugged on it gently before sucking it hard and letting his tongue lap over it once again. Marlena bucked her hips towards his face as he continued his exploration before John realized he needed more of her.
“Mmmm come…here!” John panted as he put Marlena’s leg back down and brought her to the sofa chair by the balcony. He laid her back gently, pulling her hips to the end of the seat, lifting her legs on his shoulders, and dove his face into her once more. His tongue darted in and out of her hole as Marlena screamed in want. He sucked her hard as Marlena wrenched her fingers through his hair.
“Ohhhh…. John… I Love you….baby!” Marlena gasped as John looked up at his wife.
“Do you want me baby?” John asked erotically as he began to pull open his shirt, throwing it to the floor.
“Oh God yes!” Marlena begged as she looked over at her husband who was now unbuttoning his pants and slowly pulling them down along with his boxers, revealing his very erected cock. Marlena instinctively licked her lips as she noticed the way it throbbed and twitched, as the slightly purple head pounded while pre-cum oozed from the tip.
“How bad do you want it?” John asked his voice thick with desire.
“I want it now John…” Marlena breathed heavily as her slender hands traveled down her thighs.
John leaned over and took her lips in an erotic kiss as his hand grasped his cock, jerking it roughly in his hand. He rubbed it between her slit, tapping it against her clit, as she moaned deeply, reaching for John. He backed up just a bit until she put her hands down, and then proceeded to move forward this time rubbing the tip in her wet entrance, making her squirm.
“Oh baby! I’m going to give it to you…and hard!” John grunted as he took her breast in his mouth roughly.
John sucked her breast as Marlena arched her back giving him all the access he needed. John mouth moved to her neck and attached to the soft skin as he sucked with urgency, leaving a bright red mark in the process. Marlena’s hands roams all over John’s body as his hand went found their way to her waiting entrance, massaging the very wet area with his finger tips. John moved back and brought his hand to his cock once more, jerking it a couple times before placing it to her tight opening.
“I love you baby!” John moaned as he opened her legs a little wider, settling his hips between them. He felt her slender leg drape around his waist as the other laid wide open. He grabbed his throbbing cock slowly lead it in her hole, watching the head of his cock disappear inside her. Marlena’s eyes clenched shut in passion as her finger nails drug the material of couch. John wanted to plunge inside her hard but knew he may have to take it easy, after all she was pregnant and all. He shut his eyes as he felt the velvet warmth wrap around him and heard the juices swish. John slowly moved his hips back and forth, watching carefully on how his wet dick slid in and out with ease. His hands moved to her breasts as he squeezed them gently while he thrusted in and out of his wife. Marlena wrapped her other leg around him as John leaned over and took her lips in a intense kiss, his tongue swirling against hers. Marlena moaned in his mouth as she felt him jerk his hips up, hitting her spot hard. John back away as Marlena opened her eyes looking up at her husband. She noticed how he looked down at his cock sliding into her pussy and just when he would hit a certain spot, his eyes would clench shut and a grunt would escape his lips. He bit his lower lip and his eyes were partially closed as he moved back and forth on top of his wife, his hands on each side of the arms of the couch. He would open them from time to time, noticing his wife’s lusty stare, and took her mouth with his. He began to thrust harder into her as he moved her hips a little over the edge now causing the pressure of her weight to clamp onto him tightly, bringing sheer pleasure to both of them. John grabbed her legs and placed them on his shoulders as he slowly rose from his knees and leaned his body over her, banging his hips hard into her. Marlena screamed in pleasure as John rode her hard, the sound of their skin slapping and John’s moans filling the room. Marlena placed her arms above the back of the chair as she screamed for John to ride her harder. John backed up as he grabbed her by the waist and turned her over on the couch, her back now facing him. John pulled her ass to him as he plunged into her pussy hard.
“OHHHH God baby….who does this pussy belong too baby?” John moaned hard as Marlena groaned in ecstasy.
“Ahhh yours John…only yours…” Marlena moaned as she fought the urge not to come right there and then.
“That’s right…and this baby inside belongs to me honey…only me…” John grunted as he hit her up hard, placing his hand on her stomach.
Marlena noticed what he said and the sense of guilt began to rise again but was quickly removed when John pulled out of her, pulling her to the floor and laying her down. He crawled between her legs and let his dick disappear inside her again. Her toes danced along the floor as her legs were arched next to John’s hips. He moved with incredible force over her, rotating his hips in small circles, while Marlena’s nails scraped John’s back.
“John I love you” Marlena breathed heavily as John hit her walls vigorously, causing her to freeze for a moment.
“I love you baby…no one can make it feel this good like you do. Oh baby…. ohhhh…this is my baby.” John shouted as his thrusts picked up even more. The thought of another man doing this to his wife invaded his thoughts and his movements became forceful. He felt Marlena’s walls tighten immensely around his shaft and knew she was almost there. He jerked his hips as he heard her scream his name and loud moan fill the room. He felt the hot fluid flow around his dick as he pumped her harder, this time letting his grunts get just as loud. Thank God the neighbors next door moved out for they wouldn’t of been to happy, however the ones below he couldn’t speak for. John grabbed her mouth with his and sucked it hard, while he pumped her with everything he had left. He felt the hot pressure rise in the pit of his stomach and travel throughout his whole body. He leaned down and tightened his arms around his wife’s still slender body and rode his hips roughly into her for the last time. John felt his balls tightened and a pleasurable explosion burst as he thrusted into her hard. Marlena clenched her eyes shut as she felt the hot fluid fill her pussy while John continued to thrust slowly. She opened her eyes and noticed her husband had his mouth still partially open and his eyes shut hard. She reached up and touched his cheek as John slowly opened his heavy eyes and looked down at her. He smiled at her as his lips found hers and gave a sweet seductive kiss. He collapsed on top of her as she wrapped her long slender legs around him while they attempted to regain their breath. She felt his heartbeat beat against her and held his sweating body close, kissing his shoulder and then neck.
“I love you so much…” She whispered as John looked over at her.
“I do too baby…and there is nothing more that I want than to raise this baby with you as if it were my own…from this night on I will consider him or her my child.” John smiled as he kissed Marlena once more. Marlena was about to speak when the phone rang, causing john and Marlena to look at each other in confusion.
“I think we may have pissed off some neighbors honey.” John laughed as he crawled off of her and made his way to the nightstand.
“John Black.” John spoke heavily, trying to regain his breath.
“Hi John, Its Dr. Badar. I hope I’m not interrupting but I need speak to your wife.”
“Sure, no problem….hold on….” John said as he walked over to Marlena and gave the phone to her. Marlena mouthed the words who was it as John mouthed back that it was Dr. Badar.
“Hello…”
“Marlena, Hi it’s me….are you okay…Did you tell John the news?”
“Yeah I did..” Marlena said sadly as Dr. Badar gasped.
“Ohh No Marlena, that’s the reason I’m calling you. I ran over some blood tests you took with me and it appears the baby’s blood type is the same as John’s. Marlena that baby isn’t Roman’s, it’s your husband’s.” Dr. Badar squealed with happiness as Marlena placed her hand to her mouth and tears fell out of her eyes. John quickly noticed this and kneeled down in front of her. She gave the phone to John as he heard Dr. Badar calling for Marlena.
“Hi its John…Is my wife okay? Is the baby okay?” He asked with a desperate concern.
“Oh john, yes everything in just fine. I was just telling your wife that I ran over some tests she had taken earlier with me and it turns out that the baby shares the same blood type as you. Which means that you have a new child on the way…Congratualtions Daddy….this baby is most certainly yours.” Dr. Badar laughed as John’s happy sigh filled the room.
“Ohh my God…are you serious…..Oh thank you God…and Dr. Badar thank you too. Did you want to speak to my wife again?”
“No you go ahead…I’m sure you have a whole lot to talk about…Tell Marlena to give me a call in the morning, Bye Bye.”
John hung up the phone and walked over to Marlena who now had a blanket around her and was on the floor crying. John sat next to her as he pulled into an embrace while Marlena wrapped her arms around him.
“Oh Marlena…this baby is mine…ours…” John smiled as he placed his hand on her stomach while Marlena looked up and into his eyes.
“I know….Oh John he’s yours.” Marlena cried as John kissed her lips.
“Or she…” John laughed as hugged her with all the love he had.
“Now I think we have some real celebrating to do, don’t you think?” John asked as Marlena bursted into giggles.
“Why don’t we take it slower this time.” She smiled as she kissed his lips once more.
The End
The Jarlena Journal 